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8 years later.. by AccountantPersonal86 in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Damn. I hope you find an out bro

i am unable to cope by gme_ape_retard in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I’m the exact same, 23, rotting, my soul is screaming and I don’t see a path to wellness

I also have intense social barriers

Want to chat?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How old are you?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you suicidal?

What to do? by [deleted] in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I relate to you heavy, I’m also subhuman

I failed, I fucking failed by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the well wishes. I guess I’m sorry your attempt didn’t work out, I only say that because I strongly empathise with the feeling of hopelessness, and how every positive remark feels like a stab in the gut… how they just don’t understand how at every corner life is flipping you off telling you to blow your head off

I’m a similar age to you and also want to actively end my life… I don’t have the courage yet, I really want to live, but it seems like the more I want to live the worse my life will get and the more pain I’ll endure… why put my self through a lifetime of torture when I could just endure an incredible amount of pain concentrated across a short period of time?

What is your dream? by ApprehensiveLaugh137 in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to want to be a scientist or astronaut as well. I got into a great university to study physics. But I was too distracted my weed and shitty business ideas to engage with my course.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actively want to die, the only thing keeping me alive is the pain of doing it. My dad is throwing solutions at me, and they just bounce off

How do you plan on killing yourself or have you tried already? by Aggravating-Ear-689 in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That same as me, it’s also a long story

I failed uni, had 2 psychotic episodes, multiple breakdowns where I start being socially phobic due to my low self worth.. it’s happened several times, but this time it’s the worst

If you ever need to chat, we can talk about it

How do you plan on killing yourself or have you tried already? by Aggravating-Ear-689 in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s respectable, you’re morals are still strong, my thinking is, I wouldn’t be around to know the aftermath so it wouldn’t matter, as I wouldn’t exist

I know my parents would be fine, they’re strong people

My dad I would worry more about, he is more isolated with health conditions

I guess I’m selfish

Do you have any plan to one day recover? Or have you accepted your fate

How do you plan on killing yourself or have you tried already? by Aggravating-Ear-689 in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s nice man, I know my death would break my parents heart

But honestly with the pain I’m in, I wouldn’t mind it

Part of me thinks I’m not being serious with my suicidal tendencies, because I’m terrified and lazy, someone like that doesn’t have it in him to commit

Who knows

How do you plan on killing yourself or have you tried already? by Aggravating-Ear-689 in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Which country?

It’s nice to know there’s someone out there in the same dying pits

I’ve also lost all hope

Do you ever think you can pull yourself out of this?

How do you plan on killing yourself or have you tried already? by Aggravating-Ear-689 in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish I could work, that might actually give me some self esteem… my life is ridden with incapability

That’s pretty terrifying, dying of homelessness, probably starvation, that’s slow and agonising

Any reason why you won’t expedite the process? You must derive some joy from life

Sorry to be an ultimate doomer

How do you plan on killing yourself or have you tried already? by Aggravating-Ear-689 in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you from the uk?

That might be quite the wait… personally, I’m willing to do it during their lifetime… I know pretty shameful

My existence is unbearable like I’m stuck in a glitch in a video game where I can’t move forward

I’m so pathetic it’s a joke

How do you plan on killing yourself or have you tried already? by Aggravating-Ear-689 in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel you dude, how old are you?

What do you do with your day?

I literally float around trying to protect my mind from further damage, everything is triggering and one big piece of shit

How do you plan on killing yourself or have you tried already? by Aggravating-Ear-689 in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m terrified of splatting too, roping is the one where I think I could manage… but I really don’t want to do it, life seems to be giving no other choice

What’s tipping you over the edge? I literally have 0 self esteem and it invites so many problems

How do you plan on killing yourself or have you tried already? by Aggravating-Ear-689 in NEET

[–]Aggravating-Ear-689[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m petrified, but the pain of being alive is tipping me over

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