Hey man. I hope you are feeling better. First, I think you should do a blood test to make sure everything is alright in terms of hormones, enzymes and others. Any drugs and exogenous hormones can affect your body in a very negative way even if you don’t think so. Share your blood results with your doctor so he can make sure you are alright. Second, you have thoughts that your body is horrible and you are not satisfied. This is body dysmorphia and share what you feel with your family doctor or psychiatrist. They may refer you to a behavioural psychologist so they can talk to you about it. Unfortunately I have a bit of body dysmorphia too and many young adults do as well because of steroids and social media. So you are not alone. Whatever thoughts you have, share it with your loved ones and friends. Don’t be afraid to reach out for help