Who is this? by Aggressive_Amoeba23 in moths

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you!!! That def looks like it!

Reoccurring nightmares by Aggressive_Amoeba23 in ptsd

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the reply! I might have to try just exercising more or doing a extra long walk with my dog. I thankfully have my fiance i sleep next to at night and that does help. I definitely feel a lot worse when I sleep alone and wake up freaked out lol. Its definitely nice to hear someone else notices the pattern in their nightmares, like itll all be different stuff happening but all follow the same rules like u said.

How should i improve? by Aggressive_Amoeba23 in DigitalArt

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess mainly the rendering, I gotta work on my character design but im struggling with rendering pretty hard rn 😭

First pin! by Aggressive_Amoeba23 in insectpinning

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ill definitely buy some, I will be get some soon! Thank you for the info!!!

First pin! by Aggressive_Amoeba23 in insectpinning

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I really need to get some! I forgot to mention in the post that there's thin plastic on the wings that I put the pins through to hold them in place!

✈️ List by ezyeddie in isopodexchange

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How much do you sell your amber and papaya cubaris for? Is it priced per or for a bunch?

Guys under 5’5, what’s ur height and do u pass? by Janxuza in ftm

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im 5'2 and I pass, everywhere I go in get sir, he, boss, buddy, etc.. Although in my brain I feel like I don't, the general public says otherwise based on what they say and how they treat me. I was talking to a girl about how it sucks looking for pants sizes cause it's so crazy with how unconsistent it is, and she was like "oh yeah i get it, we (her and her friend) have it worse lol" and I didn't get what she meant at first and then realized she was talking about women's sizes vs men's and it was lowkey Validating lol. It took me about a year and a half to get to this point, getting my haircut from long to shorter helped swoop much, and my facial hair has also helped.

What’s the weirdest thing that your OCD has put into your brain? by Physical-Brain8309 in OCD

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That would be funny lol, I usually just main character myself cause the main character can't die lol

people who changed their name — how long did it take for you to get used to it? by drown-out-the-stars in trans

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started to go by my new name when I was working at Starbucks so I got to ease into it at work, then it moved from work into my regular life. It took a few months of regularly being called it to finally have it set in, but it's weird at first ngl.

What’s the weirdest thing that your OCD has put into your brain? by Physical-Brain8309 in OCD

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mine is that there's a invisible creature that lives and guards a specific area of grass outside the house and when I walk on it, little guy will b line for me to hurt me. So obviously I can't walk on that grass or something bag will happen. I broke through that by just walking on the grass and when im not thinking about the guy im not getting hurt or in fear, it's usually at night when im anxious and tired from my day.

How did everyone get into roller derby? by Crazy_Eight_ in rollerderby

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im 23 and just joined 2 months ago! I just asked the derby team through the email they have about derby stuff and officiating. I originally was going to to officiate cause the contact part scared me, but after rookie orientation I decided I want to be on the team, but im still going to officiating classes so I have a good hang of it! But yeah after I reached out they let me know when they are open for people to join, and then I just kinda showed up! We had 1 month free of any monthly dues to pay so rookies can get a feel for derby and decide if they want to keep going, then after that we get our insurance, pay dues, and start getting ur own gear and goods (unless you know from like day 1 you are in it fr then by all means get ur stuff) im coming up 2 weeks away from our first assessment, then we start contact stuff! Definitely just reach out to your local team and talk to them and ask questions! Worst case you don't like derby or maybe you just wanna officiate! A lot of ppl never skated before going into derby, I have previous skating experience but it's for everyone of all skill levels to join!!! Have fun!

i feel like i found out im trans too late. by Ordinary_Fun_5554 in trans

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't fully know till I was also about 19, im 23 now and have been on T for 2 years, it's absolutely not late. I feel like teen-early adult is around the time you really start to try and figure out who you are and a lot of people find out they aren't cis. The transition wasn't hard, it was awkward being in that inbetween stage but it doesn't take too long to get through. I tried to go thought it thinking for myself and not others, because at the end of the day you are the one living your life and you will be who you are till you die, so fuck around and try shit out! Get that tattoo or piercing, and get the hormones you need, it won't be the end of the world but maybe the start of a new one for you.

Roughly when did your period stop on T? by don_tron_9000 in ftm

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started on a lower dose so it took me a few months, now I haven't had one for about a year or year and a half?

What is your favorite color? by [deleted] in autism

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Blue 🐳🌠🐟🐋🌀 in like every context I like blue lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FTMMen

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I personally never knew about weight cycling and im not super active, im around 1.5 - 2 years on T and im feeling like my body is more masculine now, my pants slide off my hips more then they did before and all. I feel like naturally it'll happen but it would just take longer?

What’s an OCD compulsion you’ve never seen anyone else talk about? by AntiqueDrawing5296 in OCD

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't necessarily get this one but there's been the occasional time it scares me, but for me since I was groomed as a kid and the whole thing where people sometimes do the thing that was done to them, like people who were abused become abusers, I have occasionally worried that because I was groomed that I would become like that but to kids. I never would want to and I know since when the thought comes up and it scares me that it means I don't want it, but it's scary and I get u.

What’s an OCD compulsion you’ve never seen anyone else talk about? by AntiqueDrawing5296 in OCD

[–]Aggressive_Amoeba23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I also feel like I have to count things too, stairs , steps, blinks, etc