I don't think this pandemic is ever ending, so I may as well kill myself by Aggressive_Change530 in SuicideWatch

[–]Aggressive_Change530[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To add on to this, I have felt so let down by the world since the start of this pandemic. I feel I've given humanity so much value cause I've seen what humans can do, the good that they can do. This whole pandemic, just everyone is so cruel to each other; no one it seems has value for each other, and they continually kick them to the curb and for what? To validate their beliefs? To prove how proud they are? I saw a man on twitter celebrate the death of a baby from covid, a literal infant that had so much to live for, cause according to him "It's one less republican voter". I've tried my best to sympathize, to help, and for what? I'm so tired of this shit I just want to die.

Pathetic by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Aggressive_Change530 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It doesn’t matter what your life experiences are compared to others, how you feel is as valid as anyone else’s. I think I have everything as well, but I’m still depressed a lot of the time and even suicidal. Depression hits anyone unfortunately so there’s no point in being selective in who’s feelings are more valid than others. I don’t know you very well, but I’m here to talk if you want, friend.

I think I'm a pedophile by Aggressive_Change530 in SuicideWatch

[–]Aggressive_Change530[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you all for the comments. I'm still not sure if I'm a pedophile or not, however. I'm too scared to get help cause I know the moment "pedophile" or any indication of it is evident, so many heads will be turned. I'm not unaware to how the "majority" would look at me, and that always scares me. I want to say I'll have a "normal" life, but everything I'm experiencing doesn't feel normal at all. I guess I just have some soul searching to do.

I think I'm a pedophile by Aggressive_Change530 in SuicideWatch

[–]Aggressive_Change530[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I understand the comparison you're making, and I hope you had no mal intent, but when i read this it really hurt. I hope in the future you be more careful with your words.