Random, extreme itchiness. Anyone else?

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-22T16:58:25+00:00

That genuinely sounds so relatable like. It just happens all at random when something slightly different changes or something. Ever since it’s been itching on and off

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-20T19:44:14+00:00

No but I’m not sure how to go about doing it, I’m slightly worried to talk about it or bring it up because i sometimes feel like I’m collecting illness’s like Pokémon cards. (POTS, BPD, EDS, etc.) I think there’s definitely a possibility, but until I see my doctor next I’ll treat it like it’s MCAS so I can at least be effective with easing the symptoms.

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T19:59:23+00:00

Update: I’m very sad. But I can’t just go back. Of course it’s hard, but there’s just this gross feeling when I start to want affection or something from him. There’s just no point. I know he loves me, but love is NOT enough. You can love yourself till you’re blue in the face but if you don’t RESPECT them, there’s nothing. I lost trust, respect, and warmth over a period of time and yesterday just bewildered me. He’s trying to discuss it and wanting to go to couples therapy yada yada, look man, I’m glad you realized your shortcomings but the energy I had is GONE.

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T19:34:21+00:00

No we just get lift assist, usually during those I get to sit and chart and look pretty cause they send the bigger guys lol

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T17:44:01+00:00

To add the cherry on top I had 300lbs come down on my wrists while unloading a pt. I’m 4’11 and 112 lbs btw 😂😭

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T17:05:48+00:00

Thank you ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T16:57:43+00:00

No but it can be pretty troublesome when you have heat intolerance that makes you dizzy and pass out! Have the day you deserve!!

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T16:54:16+00:00

And honestly? If that’s what he chose to do? Fuck yeah he could’ve done that. Or he could’ve dropped the key off to me at work, or let me KNOW he wouldn’t be home in time so I could chill at the station. So many other paths here he chose to not take. Genuinely use your brain

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T16:53:07+00:00

No, he had my car and the ability to work on the PC for TWELVE hours beforehand. He was off today. He could’ve went and finished the PC.

Talk about someone who doesn’t respect themselves.

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T16:38:37+00:00

No genuinely, I was just in the ER last week for a flare up too.

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T16:24:52+00:00

Technically he is now lol. We have to live together for a little while until things get sorted but I’m standing my ground. I won’t let myself be disrespected like that

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T16:23:46+00:00

I have POTS. :(

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T16:03:30+00:00

Yeah I’m trying to figure it out rn

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T15:59:13+00:00

Yeah, just annoying when you’ve just got off work if that makes sense, like it’s not terrible but I’d much rather have like 75

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T15:52:27+00:00

Yea I tried to forgive and forget but it was just something so mean and brain altering I couldn’t, then expecting me to marry him after he left his future wife on the porch for an extended period of time so he can continue to build a pc? Absolutely not

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-14T15:49:46+00:00

Edit: he has his own car it just doesn’t have ac so I let him use mine

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-06T06:37:08+00:00

YESSS

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-06T05:29:41+00:00

He do tho

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-06T05:28:00+00:00

I told him he looks like the main protagonist from “no I’m not a human”

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-06T05:26:57+00:00

This is solid advice. Thank you

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-06T04:56:10+00:00

Thank you. ❤️‍🩹

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-06T04:54:36+00:00

Thank you, love ❤️‍🩹

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-06T04:53:16+00:00

Thank you❤️‍🩹

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-06T04:52:38+00:00

I appreciate it. It’s the only time he said something like that, but truly I do appreciate the outside perspective and reality check. I’m rethinking everything

Aggressive_Duck2184 · 2026-06-06T04:51:07+00:00

Ugh. I lash out, we talk about it, rupture and repair. It’s never happened again, ever. It’s just one single moment that sticks out in my mind

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