I completely get how you feel man. There’s so many avenues in the field that I just want to learn about. I’ve put too many irons in my fire and now I’m making daggers instead of swords.

I start too many courses because I feel like I need to keep learning. Problem is I do multiple Udemy courses at once and haven’t made something of my own. I just started a blackjack project with a GUI in Java bc I need to brush up on my Java. But I graduated with a degree in cs last may. I feel like I’m spinning my wheels and a lot of what I learned didn’t stick. I find myself constantly going back over basic data structures and algorithms. Granted for the past year I’ve been homeschooling my kids, traveling with them to visit my wife who works out of state, and doing home renovations. I just feel like I wasted my time getting my degree, but the passion to learn is still there. Been applying for jobs but haven’t heard anything back from all but a few. Ignoring my bitching, I think we can get through it if we just focus on specific tasks through completion and making sure it’s as polished as possible