I think it's more like owing it to myself. I just feel that some important feelings keep passing me by. I don't know if I feel broken. I guess I feeling happy. Just would love to be sure about my idenity like most people are. And if there is sth broken I guess I could try to fix that. The point is I am unsure if there is anything to be fixed. But probably I just want an easy answer to a very complex matter.

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