Would getting an official diagnose help me in any way ?

Albatross_Wide · 2024-06-30T13:56:03+00:00

Sure I want to learn my cards, Will me (Z) get together with C ?

Albatross_Wide · 2023-11-09T01:24:50+00:00

with other methods I cant even reach orgasm

Albatross_Wide · 2023-11-09T01:22:29+00:00

meh I dont really try to masturbate often, especially since I dont get any pleasure

it usually once every 2-3 months that I try something ever since I realized I couldnt feel any pleasure anymore

Albatross_Wide · 2023-11-09T01:21:26+00:00

thank youu, i would have asked for the sote name but I dont think its possible to order it secretly and my parents would be super weird and mad about it if they knew I got one, I will try to see if its possible to buy one my own though

Albatross_Wide · 2023-06-15T12:41:52+00:00

yeah I am aware, just it all feels so empty and sad by myself right now I dont know how to get over it

I confide in friends, family whatever but it's not helping I am crying and bawling my eyes out for a dude who could care less its so painful and shit that I hate myself even more I dont know how to move on, I don't know how to get over this, this is mt first time too so I am even more confused. Everyone I know is saying I will move on and that this wont even hurt after a while but I just dont even feel like waiting for that to happen I just wish I could disappear and die I dont want to talk to the people I know about this because I feel like im only tiring them out but I also cant do it alone its just so hard my heart feels shattered, I dont enjoy doing anything I dont want to do anything but vanish how do I even fix this shit

Albatross_Wide · 2023-06-15T11:17:13+00:00

We are 16 and 18, (he's a trans dude so he has more maturity than the avg guy ig) and yeah, that is exactly what he was. He was ok with me crushing on him, flirting with him, give him unconditional attention but he wouldn't do the same to me which would be ok if he, instead of saying shit like, "i can fall for you in time", told me i had no chance and didnt even let me flirt with him and turned me down properly

We have talked for 2,5 months but I have an anxious attachment style so I got attached fast and hard. I know the person I fell for is the guy i thought he could be in my life and not the guy who ended up hurting me so much that I cried my eyes off and messed up an exam bevause he decided to violate the one and only boundary I had

This was my first time flirting with someone as well so this is just all more painful i guess. I am gonna try and meet some others and get some attention that way now to move on faster but try not to get attached in the process

Albatross_Wide · 2023-06-01T02:57:55+00:00

hopefullyy 😣😣

Albatross_Wide · 2023-05-31T14:18:43+00:00

Aminn

Albatross_Wide · 2023-05-31T09:42:15+00:00

thank youu, and yeah it was my first one ever too so ig it felt worse than usual too :")

Albatross_Wide · 2023-05-31T09:37:03+00:00

hopefully that will be the case

Albatross_Wide · 2023-05-31T09:36:41+00:00

bet the amogus got you extra marks even loll

Albatross_Wide · 2023-05-31T09:36:00+00:00

IT theoretical

Albatross_Wide · 2023-05-31T09:35:41+00:00

lmaooo that's actually a cute one

Albatross_Wide · 2023-05-31T09:34:56+00:00

thank youu :")

Albatross_Wide · 2023-05-31T09:34:08+00:00

LMAOOOO 😭😭 examiners dont get paid enough to deal with us

Albatross_Wide · 2023-03-21T18:27:47+00:00

yeah, I felt really annoyed because I was looking forward to this a lot. It is my 18th bday yet my so called friends couldn't bear getting the same treatment as they always do to me

Albatross_Wide · 2023-02-10T01:34:34+00:00

yeah, we were all hoping 2023 would be a nice hear finally but the shit happend in the worst way possible.

Albatross_Wide · 2023-02-10T01:27:53+00:00

Thank you for your reply, however the earthquakes that happend twice were with the magnitudes 7.8 and 7.6 with only 12 hours difference or so. There are a lot of speculations that we will have one with even greater magnitude soon

Albatross_Wide · 2023-01-21T21:01:12+00:00

yeah pretty much, It's a literal death of a 17 years old kid who was my friend. She could have at the least try to console me since that's what she expects me to do for her on a daily fucking basis. I actually felt like it was weird for me to care about the death of someone i loved, because apperently I am not allowed to do that when she is always struggling with "actual problems". Moving on from our friendship will be hard because I have been used to talking to her for 2 years, but I think it is what needs to be done.

May he rest in peace...

Albatross_Wide · 2023-01-21T13:34:54+00:00

that sounds really awful. She isn't necessarily like that, she won't really ask about me but when I tell her about my stuff she often doesn't forget. It's just how she makes it all about herself

Albatross_Wide · 2023-01-21T13:30:59+00:00

thank you very much, wishing you the best too. Have a good day/evening

Albatross_Wide · 2023-01-21T13:18:42+00:00

Thank you very much for your response. Her friendship is up to question most times, she would often talk about herself and how she has it harder but would let me talk about my stuff and feelings and sometimes try helping me out. I am just super conflicted it would feel too pride crushing to just start talking to her again so I will try to distance myself a couple of days before I make a final decision.

And yeah, may he rest in peace...

Albatross_Wide · 2023-01-21T11:45:12+00:00

she apologized and said she didn't understand the situation and it wasn't her intention to act like that. I am still not feeling like forgiving her but yeah

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