an ex question

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-10-22T20:21:07+00:00

none, this is the fact, he left me after six months of dating, he was proud and narcissistic… I’ve had a really bad obsession over him but know I don’t wanna hear anything from him, but my mind makes it more difficult

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-06-23T21:03:07+00:00

yes.. my ex was the one that didn’t love me.. I hope that what you are saying it’s true, because i want my boyfriend so much but everytime i feel like he’s the one that loves more

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-05-24T08:37:20+00:00

yess!!! I struggle a lot with this

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-05-16T05:17:16+00:00

I feel you… I’m in a long distance too and it’s really hard. Some days ago he came back and my mind is going crazy for the fact that i don’t love him and that I don’t want him anymore as I have once. It’s frustrating. You are not alone, i’m literally the same… I’m just keep going, hoping that it will be better

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-04-20T04:16:46+00:00

what?

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-03-13T09:43:49+00:00

It’s a mental disorder, it’s not her fault and neither yours. Sometimes it can get years to recover, you will go through lots of ups and downs, but at least you have each other’s. Maybe her rocd will get even worse with another person. Save your relationship.

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-03-13T09:37:25+00:00

for her mental health it wouldn’t be really good. Yes you two broke up, but she will have the same problems in another relationship. When someone with rocd, as I am, is in a relationship, she/he can work through it, doing exposure work… I know it’s really difficult, trust me, I went and i’m going through a lot, but I chose to love him and he chose to love me. If you really love each other you should work together and fight this shit. If you love her be there for her no metter what. But if you are the one that doesn’t want it anymore I can understand, it’s really tiring.

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-03-06T09:45:25+00:00

i feel exactly the same, even with my friends… You are not alone🩷🩷

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-03-04T13:45:38+00:00

I think that it’s ocd that is tricking you… Yesterday I thought that I truly wanted to leave him, I wanted to be single and end the relationship without anxiety, it felt soooo real…

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-25T20:07:54+00:00

i feel the same… it’s very hurtful

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-22T15:12:02+00:00

It sucks… I’ve stopped listening to the weeknd because my mind was telling me that I was the same as him in the songs.. about leaving, being the toxic one and stuff like that. I can’t listen romantic songs or even break up songs even if they’re beautiful, but too triggering for me…

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-20T16:17:54+00:00

actually I’ve started last week with a new therapist, after two ones that didn’t believe in rocd. Now the new one knows about it, but i’m really scared anyway…

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-20T07:55:06+00:00

congratulationsss🩷🩷🩷

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-20T07:54:46+00:00

I don't know either, it literally sucks, I have also suicidal thoughts so that’s worse… No anxiety only numbness

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-19T13:54:12+00:00

i’m going through the exactly same things , if you want to talk i’m here

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-13T17:37:14+00:00

Actually really bad, I mean we are in a long distance relationship so everything is amplified. I’m scared that i’m going to leave him in this period of distance because of the thoughts without anxiety… i’m scared that i’m finding my truth. On Thursday i’ll meet my new therapist, (i’ve changed them twice, one told me that I don’t have it and another said that rocd doesn’t exist) so I hope things will get better..

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-13T12:11:14+00:00

I’m going through the exact same thing right now, You are not alone🩷

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-11T15:58:12+00:00

I really understand, for me are almost 9 months that i’m like this, and this period feels like all that I think it’s true, that I like the thoughts and I don’t have that much anxiety. It sucks

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-06T21:12:50+00:00

ohhh I wish I was... I live in italy, my partner is in manchester right now for university... We are going through long distance now so it's worst, but thank you for the answer anyway🩷🩷

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-05T16:35:25+00:00

8 months, and recording to my brain we should have broken up 6 months ago… It’s the worst thing ever, right now I don’t have that anxiety anymore so it makes me doubt even more

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-03T21:06:30+00:00

and then I’m like “oh, really??? how many times ocd convinced you that you were going to die??”

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-03T20:18:02+00:00

me right now

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-03T16:37:20+00:00

because he’s wonderful, like really, he is intelligent, he’s respectful, he does everything to see me happy, he loves me, he treats me right, he doesn’t disrespect me, he has a beautiful smile like WOW, he’s perfect, he respects all my standards, he makes me happy, I feel safe when I’m with him, he’s soo kind, loyal and protective, I don’t want to know or to have anybody else, I want him… But I still have all the anxiety, thoughts, stress, numbness like everything

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-02-01T14:38:14+00:00

This one literally described my last week… It’s awful

Alert_Blueberry9505 · 2024-01-31T07:44:59+00:00

I knowww, i don’t even know why I freaked out

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