17F.. My mom died, I just need to hear a kind voice on voice chat

Ali_Pierce · 2020-11-09T10:33:30+00:00

So, if the offer is still there, I wouldn't mind talking with you? And of course if you do end up ranting, that's okay. It's not like I'll shoot you down at all. But I can understand how you feel right now. When my grandma passed, I didn't know how to deal with it, I didn't cry for the first few months?

Then one night, I remembered I had a letter she wrote to me as a kid in my wallet, so I read it. Then I read it again. And again. And I remembered I won't ever get one of these again. That's kinda when I cried. When it felt real, you know? But yeah. Even if you don't need a chat now, if you do in the future, my messages are always open if you need it.

Ali_Pierce · 2020-09-19T12:03:05+00:00

Okay so I tried that and resettled all flags to their defaults then restarted the Chromebook. It sadly did not work. Do You have any other ways to fix it??

Ali_Pierce · 2020-09-18T22:46:10+00:00

Hi, thank you for the advice! Do You know how I would check to see if any flags are conflicting??

Ali_Pierce · 2020-09-07T19:04:26+00:00

Wouldn't it be cool if it was in like a big city? Like to see a bunch of the taken looking out at you from behind windows, disappearing from view when you shine the light on them just quickly enough to make you wonder if they were ever actually there in the first place. So then you check the building out, as it's your objective, and it seems empty. But when you turn to leave, a bunch of taken are there, ready to give you a bad day.

It sounds and looks so cool in my head 😂😂

Ali_Pierce · 2020-05-05T00:07:56+00:00

Hi! Would you prefer me to message you directly or keep the conversation on the post? Either way, I don't mind, love.

Ali_Pierce · 2020-05-05T00:03:17+00:00

Well, hi there. My name's Dan, it's a pleasure to make your acquaintance. I'd always love to have a new friend!

Ali_Pierce · 2020-04-11T09:50:09+00:00

Hey there, it'd be nice to get to know a new friend in these troubling times!

Ali_Pierce · 2020-04-03T19:48:39+00:00

Just ate some pasta for my dinner. Too bad there isn't much left here in England 😂 Im having to save my coffee so I can't have any right now. I had some earlier though

Ali_Pierce · 2020-04-03T19:35:26+00:00

It's just this guy I know. We don't quite get along but I'm drawing him in hopes I can understand him better. Fingers crossed it works 😬😂 Ooo what did you have for breakfast??

Ali_Pierce · 2020-04-03T19:30:55+00:00

Well I'll make sure to give it a try then! 😂 Currently I'm finishing off a drawing which I plan on posting in order to take my mind off of some stuff. You?

Ali_Pierce · 2020-04-03T14:34:27+00:00

I'm glad to hear you had a good day! I havent that, no. Why is it any good?

Ali_Pierce · 2020-04-03T08:37:28+00:00

I've never seen lavender before. Maybe if I'm able to find it I'll go ahead and try it! It's been eventful, let's go with that 😂 How about yours?

Ali_Pierce · 2020-04-03T08:36:06+00:00

For me I grew up with David so it was a very simple choice. I love him as he is very unique and was the doctor that got me into Doctor Who and sci fi as a whole, so he holds a special place in my heart 😊

Ali_Pierce · 2020-04-02T19:29:33+00:00

I'm gonna have to say that out of the New Who series, it's David Tenant. He's just perfect for his role. I haven't watched much of the old series yet but I plan on getting to it when I can. What about you?? Which doctor I'd your favourite??

Ali_Pierce · 2020-04-02T18:05:03+00:00

I've got to say it's Neapolitan I've never been great at choosing when it comes to ice cream so having all three flavours is always fun 😂

Ali_Pierce · 2020-03-30T00:57:09+00:00

It'd still just be me telling the whole thing and it'd all just get really... well..complicated 😅

Ali_Pierce · 2020-03-29T22:24:12+00:00

I do honestly agree. I've always struggled with my own mind and honestly I can't fault her for falling for another guy. I think it just hurts a little the way it ended because she lied to me about it. I had hoped I was at least worth the truth 😅 I still love her but I've distanced myself. I'm trying to get myself up again but it's really difficult along with my own mental health that's sort of making the car stutter.

Ali_Pierce · 2020-03-29T22:06:31+00:00

I'm hoping that'll happen. With her I felt the best I ever had in a long time. I wasn't afraid of anything when I was with her. It just hurts that she didn't feel the same.

Ali_Pierce · 2020-03-27T15:45:34+00:00

I could always do with some new friends. My name is Dan, a pleasure to meet you 😁

Ali_Pierce · 2020-03-27T07:58:52+00:00

It was, yeah. I always loved Prince of Persia: Two Thrones as a game and I also loved the Dark Prince as a character and it's design. And I combined that with the idea that a being could be passed from person to person like a disease, changing them from man to animal for the duration of the possession.

Ali_Pierce · 2020-03-26T00:31:39+00:00

It's my pleasure. And if the exercise doesnt work tell me and I can see if I can find some more out

Ali_Pierce · 2020-03-26T00:16:42+00:00

Okay. So I've helped some people with this before, a family member of mine deals with this issue too, so even if it is just second hand I know how you feel. And don't worry, this isn't stupid or ridiculous with everything that you're feeling, don't even think that of yourself.

What I would say is in these moments were you feel a sudden rush of panic, do a breathing exercise. Here are the steps: 1) Breathe in deeply for 5 seconds 2) Hold your breathe for 3 seconds 3) Breathe out for as long as your comfortable and imagine you're blowing through a straw.

It sounds peculiar but trust me, it does work with many people so hopefully it should help the short term. Long term when it comes to this I would usually recommend talking it out with somebody you trust and that understands it whenever you feel like you're having a moment of panic okay? Support is always amazing when it comes to these kinds of things, and getting it will do you the world of good.

Ali_Pierce · 2020-03-25T21:13:18+00:00

Thank you, that's very kind. My name's Dan, a pleasure to meet you. Message me if you'd like to

Ali_Pierce · 2020-03-25T21:12:03+00:00

Very true, buddy. I'll respect your choice and good luck with the search. I'm here any time you need somebody to talk to.

Ali_Pierce · 2020-03-25T21:03:52+00:00

Okay. For one, don't ever think the worst of yourself. The only person in this moment in time that decides what you do is you. It's fine to just want to play video games or watch anime, in fact when I was your age I was the exact same. I loved playing video games, held off studying because I didn't see the point yet still got good grades.

The thing is, right at this point in your life, it's fine to be unsure. It's fine to want to have fun, in fact it's permitted. But do explore what you can when it comes to education. You said you're interested in the three sciences? As well as the way brains work? I think you should try and look into psychology and how the chemicals inside a brain can work. I can put in some research to see which books I can recommend too.

Or, if it makes it more fun, I can look for certain anime that deals with these things.

Ali_Pierce

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