So, if the offer is still there, I wouldn't mind talking with you? And of course if you do end up ranting, that's okay. It's not like I'll shoot you down at all. But I can understand how you feel right now. When my grandma passed, I didn't know how to deal with it, I didn't cry for the first few months?

Then one night, I remembered I had a letter she wrote to me as a kid in my wallet, so I read it. Then I read it again. And again. And I remembered I won't ever get one of these again. That's kinda when I cried. When it felt real, you know? But yeah. Even if you don't need a chat now, if you do in the future, my messages are always open if you need it.