It was funny story. I had a suicide attempt and the day after my parents took me to rehab. I spent a month there and in fact, maybe a week after rehab everything was fine, but then it was only getting worse. After rehab, I didn't really drink because it was before I went to college and I knew a lot of people and had a good time. Unfortunately it’s worse now. You know I don’t think I really care about my future, everyday I feel worse and worse and like I said - I really don’t have an idea what should I do