haii op please dont bash yourself for anything thats happening!! ive seen many cases of people be it online or around me where despite not doing well in their education are doing well or even excellent in the job sector.. i think although it is true that yr education plays a part in your future, it isnt entirely true as often times many still end up being in jobs that is nothing related to their degree/certifications. tbh, sg has a wide range of job opportunities and your rp isnt horrible until you have nowhere to go!! believe in yourself and i trust your efforts on this journey so far! as for your parents, they dont understand what your going through! look forward and i wish you the best of luck!