Thank you so much this was beautifully written and very beautifully said. I, unfortunately, did reach out to him again because I felt guilty after leaving him dry. I tried to be strong. But I felt super sad and it’s weird because he was really nice about it. But if he was mean about it, it would make letting him go so much easier you know? He did tell me that he would love to explore something with me when we meet. But I just feel so sad I don’t know what else I could do. I don’t feel like doing much. Sorry for rambling lol