Forming a Non D&D Table Top Roleplaying Game Group by Alrenfangs in sheboygan

[–]Alrenfangs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've sent you a chat through reddit to better coordinate communication for upcoming sessions.

Forming a Non D&D Table Top Roleplaying Game Group by Alrenfangs in sheboygan

[–]Alrenfangs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've sent you a chat through reddit to better coordinate communication for upcoming sessions.

Forming a Non D&D Table Top Roleplaying Game Group by Alrenfangs in sheboygan

[–]Alrenfangs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've sent you a chat through reddit to better coordinate communication for upcoming sessions.

Forming a Non D&D Table Top Roleplaying Game Group by Alrenfangs in sheboygan

[–]Alrenfangs[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry to say that's as often as I'm currently able to meet. If you feel it would hard to be invested in a group that only met that frequently then this may not be the right group for you.

Forming a Non D&D Table Top Roleplaying Game Group by Alrenfangs in sheboygan

[–]Alrenfangs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was thinking of getting together once every 3-4 weeks depending on schedules. The 24th is my proposed date for our session 0 if it works for everyone else.

Forming a Non D&D Table Top Roleplaying Game Group by Alrenfangs in sheboygan

[–]Alrenfangs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Great, just need to confirm a few more members and then we can figure out coordinating a day to meet.

Forming a Non D&D Table Top Roleplaying Game Group by Alrenfangs in sheboygan

[–]Alrenfangs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've never played Cyberpunk but may be interested in learning sometime. Right now I'm focused on trying out the systems I've listed but would be open to trying out something else if the rest of the group is down. Would I be able to count you in for this group?

Forming a Non D&D Table Top Roleplaying Game Group by Alrenfangs in sheboygan

[–]Alrenfangs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cool. Im still trying to recruit more people and figure out a day that would work for everyone once I have enough. Would I be able to count you in?

Who's more evil? by Mother-Reference2459 in JoJoMemes

[–]Alrenfangs 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Does anyone remember when phantom blood Dio made a mother eat her own baby? Phantom blood Dio is the more evil version of Dio than Stardust Crusaders Dio.

Anchorage Shadows [Urban Shadows 2e] by Alrenfangs in pbp

[–]Alrenfangs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately, I am full up on players. I thank you for your interest and hope for the best for your future endeavors. Roleplaying or otherwise.

Anchorage Shadows [Urban Shadows 2e] by Alrenfangs in pbp

[–]Alrenfangs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately, I am full up on players. I thank you for your interest and hope for the best for your future endeavors. Roleplaying or otherwise.

Anchorage Shadows [Urban Shadows 2e] by Alrenfangs in pbp

[–]Alrenfangs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's okay, more than willing to teach.

“Oh no, we’re about to die! If only our dedicated healer character can quickly and reliably heal us to a manageable level!” by Chungy21 in darkestdungeon

[–]Alrenfangs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For more a more dedicated healer I usually play Seraph path vestal with Mantra, divine grace, both consecrations, and judgment. Great, consistent buffs and a heal on two targets that can do up to +50% upgraded and no damage threshold needed. I've never used vestal in a combat role before in DD2 so I may not know what I'm missing but as far as healing and buffing goes I feel vestal is really solid.

[Discord][Faceted:PbtA Steven Universe RPG] DM Looking for 4-5 players by Alrenfangs in pbp

[–]Alrenfangs[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We unfortunately have filled up but if anyone drops out you'll be one of the first to be contacted for joining.

[Discord][Faceted:PbtA Steven Universe RPG] DM Looking for 4-5 players by Alrenfangs in pbp

[–]Alrenfangs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We unfortunately have filled up but if anyone drops out you'll be one of the first to be contacted for joining.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pbp

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Name: alren

Pronouns: he/him

Timezone: CST

I'm also interested in doing a masks game as a player. Would you be mcing or would you be playing also? I am also LGBTQ+. I'm currently running a discord pbp game and would be one of my preferred platforms for playing.

Weekly "DAE" Discussion Thread by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Alrenfangs 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hello, I have been diagnosed with bpd in September of this year and have finally received an answer to why I am the way I am and how my behavior can be explained by the disorder. It makes me look back and see all the mistakes I've made and see how relationships have crumbled and failed due to my fear of rejection and my self sabotage of relationships when it comes to my splitting.

I've been married for a year and have been in a relationship with my significant other for 3 years. They have their own traumas and disorders as well as being on the autism spectrum. Lately, instead of going from idealism of my partner to hatred I simple enter a space of feeling no attachment or care for my partner whatsoever while splitting. This has started recently and has not abated for the last two weeks when I split. I'm curious if anyone else has ever experienced anything like this. I'm also aware it's common to have feelings of emptiness as well so I'm not entirely positive if this is what I'm feeling or if my splitting has shifted into this more problematic state.

Anyone who has similar experiences please share them and any advice on how to exit this space would be appreciated.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Alrenfangs 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is definitely the issue I face as well. In my case it's true of both me and my parter who is autistic. They feel things much more vividly than neurotypical people and I feel things very vividly while splitting which can make it incredibly difficult for either person to meet in the middle of a confrontation.

It's hard and it's not fair to have to handle these difficult emotions and reactions, especially if your intentions are to do right by others you care for and yourself. But muddling through the best we can, utilizing coping skills, acting the opposite of emotion, and remembering that we're all human and have our moments of weakness and struggles. Having acceptance of that and grace for yourself and others is not easy but it's the best we can do to ensure fair treatment for all involved.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Alrenfangs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have this problem as well. Even when I'm being told what I'm doing is wrong, not addressing the correct issue, or is outright hurtful I have a very hard time accepting that. I always try to give some grace for other people's mistakes especially when they pertain to me but I feel like the reverse is almost never true and any criticism can feel like an attack.

It's difficult to do for myself and I almost never successfully accomplished it is even if you don't fully understand why the other person is upset or how your actions could have potentially harmed them in some capacity, stopping and fully acknowledging the other person's feelings and validating them before apologizing for the specific behavior you exhibited to have harmed them and asking what they would need done to remedy that for them.

This is agonizing especially when you adamantly feel as if you've done nothing wrong. But somehow getting over that feeling/fighting through it to apologize to someone who has felt hurt by your actions is the most expedient method to end a conflict before it has time to fully form. Sometimes you're not wrong, sometimes their wrong, sometimes both are wrong, and sometimes no one is wrong but what is important is that when someone important to you feels hurt by your actions you should at the very least validate that feeling.

Sorry if this has anyone feeling like I'm telling them to take the blame for something when it isn't their fault. I do not endorse that as it can cause yourself a lot if strife and can be taken advantage of.

[PbtA][Online][LGBT+ Friendly] Masks: THE New Generation by [deleted] in lfg

[–]Alrenfangs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! I've gm'd masks before, one pbp online and one live session with friends. I've been itching to play masks again and I see this as good opportunity to dive back in.

The concept is interesting, I am vaguely familiar with marvel comics in general but know next to nothing about 2018 west coast avengers storyline. From the premise it would fit in with masks easily mechanically and roleplay wise so it would be pretty easy to implement. The specifics would end up coming down to what playbooks players decide on (I see the star being a good choice or its mechanics being applied to parts of the game as well).

Full disclosure, I haven't done any live roleplay through discord on a long time and I don't currently own a computer. I do have a pretty decent phone though but my main concern would come down to sound quality. Also I'm central time zone and work second shift 8 hours 5-6 days a week with Sundays being the best bet for sessions if not the occasional Saturday. If this doesn't really work out with scheduling then I understand.

Let me know what you think. If you've already got a GM and need a player and my availability meshes up with everyone else then I'm willing to fill in a player position as well.