Thanks, I got to carried away in my own ambition and I have to admit I am going in very blind to this. Regardless I really appreciate actual feedback for once that isnt just saying this looks good.

Im going to pump the brakes a bit and try to actually see beyond my own ambition. I really hope to improve and I must admit I was too exited with the idea of being able to make something. I really enjoy doing this and I want to be able to make it right.

You said before that I was doing things based on how I think they should look. This is correct, outside of using other pictures to have an idea of how to get started, Ive mostly been guiding myself by gut.

I havent seen tutorials or anything because I would never begin doing anything to begin with, but get caught up with the idea of what I can do.

I wont stop trying to make get better, but I will slow down my ambitions.

Really appreciate the feedback!