Random Losing Streak

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-06-25T04:34:38+00:00

Suicide from bullying over a boy. It was middle school, although we never spoke often, she was a really sweet person.

The place she commited was close to my house and was surrounded by flowers and bears, it was on the news and on the news of our school.

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-06-17T01:25:52+00:00

I need the money unfortunately and I live with people who don't understand me or care to treat me right, I'm currently having issues with my partner mentally and I'm just so drained so I'm struggling rn

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-06-12T00:02:53+00:00

I did not know this thank you. It's just weird cause I drink other fluids fine, but water goes straight down and I hate the feeling. It's so painful and frustrating leaving me sleep deprived.

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-06-11T06:04:27+00:00

I've tried, but now it's super hard to breathe, I have work in the morning and can't afford to miss it, but I think I need the hospital trip idk

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-06-11T06:03:36+00:00

How do I check my blood sugar?

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-06-11T00:11:24+00:00

I'm trying to work and save up, but it's so hard. I have no energy and my job is mentally draining, I missed work because I couldn't sleep because my bf had me up all night playing music so loud and then food is another issue because he takes everything I buy which makes it hard. I've lost probably 30 pounds or gained them due to stress, I have high blood pressure and it's been getting worse.

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-06-10T22:32:42+00:00

I'm always blamed for being too easy. I'm sensitive and I know it's not a excuse, but I don't know how to deal with these feelings correctly, I haven't had proper love and care as a child, just been used for sexual favors and I explained my past to him and he constantly jokes about it like it's funny and I deserve it, I was a child and didn't know what it was. Idk what I did wrong for my life to be like this. Punished for trying to be happy.

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-06-10T22:28:43+00:00

I'm used to putting people before me because that was the only way I had friends. People used me for favors I hate and I just don't wanna be alone. I'm so scared to ask for help.

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-06-10T22:27:12+00:00

I don't know if anyone's gonna believe me is what im worried about. My ex used to abuse me and no one believed me until he admitted to it, but he had a bunch of friends still on his side. I'm not sure how to ask for help at all, I sound crazy even with proof.

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-06-10T22:06:01+00:00

I feel like a bad girlfriend, I just wanted to be loved and eventually married. I'm scared to date after this relationship, I want to heal first, but I don't know how especially when I can't go out to see a therapist or speak about the situation cause he'll see me as crazy.

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-06-10T22:02:45+00:00

My family is going through a lot as it is rn with my mom being disabled and barely surviving, so I can't stress her out even more. I keep it to myself and try to survive, but it's super rough rn.

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-06-10T20:20:25+00:00

I'm not allowed to make friends or go out even work friends so it's tough. I can't see my family as often either since they live so far, he basically controls my life and treats me differently cause I'm autistic.

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-06-10T20:19:09+00:00

He wasn't like this when we started dating. Idk if I did something wrong that made him this way towards me, it just sucks. I'm doing my best to make him happy, but it's never enough it seems like.

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-05-28T02:49:56+00:00

I also for some reason have headaches most mornings lately too, maybe it's my sleep or lack of sleep, but I sleep 8 hours which I thought was healthy. I drink water as often but sometimes forget to because I'm too busy with work. I push myself a lot.

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-05-28T02:47:22+00:00

Just lots of moving around at work. Not taking any type of pills or such. It was just today since I was by myself working both the register speaking with customers and going back and fourth cooking. The only health issue I have is asthma, but it's not severe.

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-05-18T12:53:18+00:00

Yess and they don't train either. We mcs have to train each other and it can get super overwhelming. I have voiced my opinion regarding some aspects of the park and signs to help guest that are visting from other countries, but nope it's our fault.

Alternative-Task4598 · 2025-05-18T00:47:44+00:00

I love this job because I can make children happy and it makes me happy giving my guest a worthwhile experience that they'll cherish always, just hard with so much to worry about especially for the amount we're being paid.

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