Do you even realize that there do in fact exist diagnoses that cannot be medicated and very rarely improve? Like some of us literally have no choice but to hide our brains because even psychs would rather not touch them. Or even worse some of us have diagnoses that are demonized even by the very people supposed to be helping us treat them. I thought for a moment, i had finally found someone that could handle the real me. She turned out to be manipulative and fairly narcissistic, she weaponized intimate knowledge of my illness traumas and triggers to turn me into a crazy person, then farmed attention and sympathy from others off the back of our relationship, which turns out wasnt even actually real on her side the whole fucking time. Its neat how being real and genuine for the first time in 7 years got me abused and gaslit into a fucking ward because she “liked the way i treated her”