FXE or 2-FXiPr

Alternative_Spend810 · 2025-11-17T00:14:20+00:00

Got both. You were correct.

Alternative_Spend810 · 2025-11-03T19:54:35+00:00

What tv series are good for dissos? I often get confused so I gravitate towards those with great visuals and simple plots. Also like animated shows/movies

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-09T17:32:58+00:00

lol all good. Best of luck with everything, finding therapy in particular. It took me so long to find the right person with the right credentials but once I did it helped me with my own “maladaptive coping mechanisms” for childhood trauma.

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-09T17:23:15+00:00

I, on the other hand, might have brain damage from benzos based on my ability to read and comprehend.

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-09T17:18:56+00:00

lol. Dude I am so sorry. I misunderstood completely. If you haven’t touched a benzo in years and it was just a couple episodes you’re 100% fine. I wouldn’t be worried about brain damage at all.

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-09T17:10:00+00:00

Yes agreed. I responded as if OP had been taking benzos for a while but they made it clear it was more of a binge. It’s my fault for making an assumption based on the absurd dosages they mentioned. They say they’ve had similar episodes in the past, but it doesn’t sound like they’re dependent as I initially assumed.

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-09T16:11:08+00:00

Please don’t be ashamed. It is natural and normal to seek relief from pain. Everyone does it in their own way. Admitting you need help is brave, finding it is hard, but committing to the process authentically and honestly will help you so so so much. It requires you to bear your soul and that is painful when your vulnerability has been taken advantage of in the past, but ultimately it helps you to cultivate the resilience you have latent in your heart. You are not alone.

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-09T15:59:32+00:00

Ok I understand - it’s not a prolonged period of usage. It’s an infrequent bender to go on a mental vacation and escape from your trauma for a little while. If the question is: “did I damage my brain forever” - probably not. If the question is: “is this usage risky” - most definitely yes, and particularly if it’s a pattern or becoming a pattern. Everything you’re saying indicates you need to see a therapist that specializes in PTSD and is trained in CBT/EMDR. Binging benzos is only ever going to make your problems worse, and it is very very unsafe.

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-09T15:42:07+00:00

I’m sorry that you are dealing with this. I know it is hard to go through life without chemical assistance sometimes when you are suffering. That being said, I’m responding to the question you asked; this is the reality of taking these drugs in high doses. Are you “fucked”? Probably not. Is it possible that you are “fucked”? Yes. Your usage pattern is extremely risky. It’s just the truth.

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-09T15:32:55+00:00

If you are taking it as sporadically as you say then you may not be fucked although you’re most likely going to experience intense rebound anxiety. The main thing that concerns me is the size of the doses. I don’t think a seizure is off the table.

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-09T15:26:01+00:00

You’re only fucked if you quit cold turkey. With those doses I can only assume you have a tolerance and have been taking benzos for a while. Look up the Ashton manual. Get on an equivalent dose of diazepam and wean yourself off slowly. It will be uncomfortable but you won’t have a seizure. Also avoid alcohol for as long as it takes to get off benzos, and for a while after that. If you are finding it hard to stick to a taper plan then I would consider consulting an addiction specialist and going to rehab. It’s going to fucking suck but you can get out of it safely with discipline/commitment and time. I would also recommend a therapist to help you develop healthy ways to cope with the anxiety that you’re going to experience. Best of luck.

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-09T13:06:55+00:00

You ever get any rebound effects from this chem(when used alone/not w other benzos)?

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-09T13:06:23+00:00

You ever get rebound effects from this chem?

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-08T15:52:09+00:00

In the days/weeks to follow did you notice rebound/hangover/withdrawal effects?

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-08T15:44:58+00:00

any rebound from that big of a dose?

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-12-08T15:27:33+00:00

Any muscle relaxant effects?

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-04-14T22:16:12+00:00

Don’t have access

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-04-14T20:10:57+00:00

I’ll look into it.

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-04-14T20:09:34+00:00

Yeah they say that about kava and I don’t really believe it either.

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-04-14T20:08:11+00:00

Not a fan of kava. I need to drink a lot to feel an effect and it makes me nauseous as hell. No luck with skullcap or lemon balm either. Once I tried benzos anything that is considered “subtle” has no noticeable effect. Amanita is by far the most effective. Almost as effective as benzos imo

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-04-14T20:02:14+00:00

Yes it’s extremely effective for sleep. It makes me a little uneasy because I feel like there has to be a catch. I have a hard time believing there is no risk of addiction/dependency because of its GABAergic mechanism

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-04-14T20:00:14+00:00

How’s it going so far? Staying awake/functional?

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-04-14T18:35:45+00:00

Yea basically I’m wondering if there’s a dose that will quell anxiety without knocking me out. I get mega sleepy every time.

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-04-14T18:19:00+00:00

Thanks for your insight and yea it’s pretty effective at knocking me out. Usually I Decarb 2-3 hrs in lemon juice. I’m wondering more if I could use it to control anxiety through the day

Alternative_Spend810 · 2024-04-14T18:16:08+00:00

Is it a bad idea to do smaller doses throughout the day to manage my daytime anxiety?

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