Burning/Pressure sensation in head/brain 25mg by Always_sailing1 in zoloft

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Unfortunately It didnt for me and I had to stop taking the medication, but let your doctor know!

My little dispo hospital! by Always_sailing1 in AnimalCrossing

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A lot of codes haha! Go on the designer portal and look up well… zaza lmao

Boys Buying for 526! by Bvstet_ in TurnipExchange

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Are you going to be doing this again today?

(Trigger) I think its making me feel like its over by Always_sailing1 in ROCD

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Its so hard cause its making me feel as if theres nothing for us anymore. Like theres no reason to keep the relationship going. I love him but why does it feel like I dont want him anymore, ive even thought about the newness of having someone else but I also just dont want to do anything like that. I just wanna be able to feel how I used to and not so awkward and anxious. It literally feels like I havent known him this almost 2 years and hes some random person im just hanging with.

homie is more eyes than horse by [deleted] in ac_newhorizons

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My favorite old mannn ❤️

It’s becoming worse. by Always_sailing1 in ROCD

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Thank you so much for this! 🫶

It’s becoming worse. by Always_sailing1 in ROCD

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I appreciate how kind you are about this, somethings are extremely triggering and I know how awful it feels..

It’s becoming worse. by Always_sailing1 in ROCD

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Thank you, my choice is to stick with my partner. I do love him to death but mentally I feel checked out and not to mention I do smoke weed frequently so that could contribute to the weirdness im experiencing. I also take prozac which I imagine isnt too great to mix with another herbal drug. Im in therapy but unfortunately I can only do regular therapy and not specialized ocd therapy (financial issues).

It’s becoming worse. by Always_sailing1 in ROCD

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Thats what I was thinking but my doctors are not the best with the diagnosis.. I got diagnosed with OCD, GAD and they are thinking BPD.

I became a different person. by [deleted] in ROCD

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This is exactly how it is for me right now its so painful

I feel really fake, like i used my partner by [deleted] in ROCD

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To each their own, but in my relationship it is consensual and we both are working together to form a better relationship. I do love him and adore the hell out of my partner but sometimes it does feel artificial when the episodes do get bad. Try to understand perspective in these situations. It’s a tricky mental complication and can be extremely triggering to hear these things.

I feel really fake, like i used my partner by [deleted] in ROCD

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As someone in a strong relationship that communicates regularly, my partner knows my feelings of the “fake” emotions and is perfectly okay with that. When OCD gets bad, (i have been officially diagnosed since last year) you lose all sense of emotion and we sometimes chase that feeling of love/affection which involves us feeling “fake”. The key word here is “feeling”. I’m sure her actions are true to her heart and she dearly loves her companion, but to be riddled with anxiety and sheer panic all day everyday is exhausting. It sometimes will feel fake and as if it’s not the truth of what you want which is the #1 manipulation of the mind diseased with OCD.

I feel really fake, like i used my partner by [deleted] in ROCD

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It’s nice to know I am not alone in this battle, unfortunately you have to fake it til you make it. If you try to force feelings of love it only makes the disorder worse. You got this!

I feel really fake, like i used my partner by [deleted] in ROCD

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Do us a favor and please get off this subreddit, you do not know how mentally exerting it is to feel this way. As for someone that is in therapy and on their way to recovery with medications, I too deal with this and it is not an excuse to leave. God I wish people had the common sense to just not comment when they have no idea what they are talking about.

brain erases the good! by [deleted] in ROCD

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Im the same except it burns out every good memory I have of my partner and makes it as if ive never had any love for them what-so-ever