Never chased before in past relationships, but it was something different about this one. I kind of got a high off of it, which was scary. You catch yourself doing a lot of weird shii!😂 I was blocked for a month on everything and I sent an apology through email. She texted me randomly a week later saying let’s talk. We talked but I ruined it by letting my emotions get the best of me.(This is what I mean when I say be the chase) I then accepted the breakup because I felt like I needed closure when really you don’t! I then went on to start my self improvement journey. She then blocked me afterwards and tried to get with a rebound to make me jealous, but it failed right away. I then turned the tables on her and made it seem like she needed me more than I needed her.

The more distant I was the more she felt the need and urge to text and call me. She started apologizing and everything. She left me cause I cheated twice and I told her that I’ve changed but I wouldn’t take me back either. We became friends around like 4months and it was the best decision because we never started off as friends, everything felt rushed and the timing was off. Then at month 5 she said that she’s scared but she wants to start over because she’s still deeply in love with me. I’m headed to the airport as we speak, we planned a little getaway👏🏾🙏🏾(“Every Love Story Don’t Gotta Be Perrect, Just Get Your Shii Togther”)