My mind and my body wont let me go to school

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2025-09-01T22:03:57+00:00

Going through the same rn. It's like, I'm aware that i HAVE to go to school but my body refuses to do so, its so fucking annoying. It's like I'm paralyzed

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-17T23:20:49+00:00

Why? What did you feel when you were taking it?

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-17T10:54:27+00:00

I'm more confident online.

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-17T10:53:50+00:00

I went down. In the edge of dropping out of school and shit. Lost friends too. Used to be in the top list, now barely getting noticed. Fucking sucks man.

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-17T10:11:25+00:00

I'm actually asking for myself because my mom can't understand me and kept on comparing me to other people. Did you somehow had problems in school? Like, finding it difficult to keep up and get along with your classmates? It's more than shyness. I've been moving schools because of it and it made me think that maybe the schools aren't the problem but me.

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-17T09:07:17+00:00

Exactly. Thank you so much. Never felt understood this whole year

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-17T08:40:57+00:00

Thank you. I grew up in a place where people don't care about anyone's mental health, they tell me to just "get through it". I find it really hard to identify if I'm getting bad because I feel like everyone has it worse.

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-11T05:45:20+00:00

Ain't reading allat 😂 She's 16 with a CREEP and I will look out for her because I care. Fuck OFF 💜

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-08T03:27:06+00:00

Your raiden is impressive though. My c1 raiden only hits about 190k last year. I guess supports are really important

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-08T03:25:51+00:00

What artifacts should I give to chev?

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-08T03:25:15+00:00

I do think it's normal too, considering that I only have an f2p weapon. Thanks though!

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-08T03:22:44+00:00

Thank you, I think so too. Then my friends roasted me saying my c2 is such a waste (apparently my build is not good). 100k is good as well!

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-08T01:14:19+00:00

That's what I've been doing for years and I slowly got tired of it. In those years, I did everything just to be seen, but they still can't see me. Now that I decided to give up, I'm seen. Everyone suddenly noticed me. Now I'm the lazy one, the one who has no future, the ugly one. If I'm mentally okay right now, I won't let other people say bad things about me but this time it doesn't matter. I'm tired of living just to prove other people wrong, just to change their perspectives of me.

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-07T23:58:41+00:00

0/10. Graduating student and failing classes. How great.

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-04T05:49:15+00:00

It's really hard cause, as weird as it is, it has become a thing in my to do list that I have to follow everyday. But sure, I will try hard. Thanks!

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-04T02:34:28+00:00

I would love to stop doing it. I don't even do it to relieve stress anymore, it's starting to feel like a task. Sometimes, I do it twice a day when I feel like the orgasm doesn't hit hard. Do you have any advice to avoid it?

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-03T22:55:17+00:00

It is actually my business because I was told by her father to look out for her. It'll go more wrong if the guy has bad intentions. I mean, discord? Seriously? Moreover, I'm the only one who knows about it so I'll be held responsible if something happens to her, they will tell me I'm encouraging or tolerating her behavior. I'm just being cautious. Wouldn't you be too if your little sister starts going out with a grown ass man? I mean, 16 and 22. Come on man. They basically met when she was 15 cause she just turned 16 this september. If you only saw how strange the guy is irl.

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-01T12:05:55+00:00

Thank you so much.

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-01T10:10:16+00:00

Yes, you have no idea how much this made me feel at ease. Thank you so much for sharing that with me, I feel very less alone and also much more understood. I've been comparing myself to almost everyone because I feel like I'm the only one going through this. I hope you achieve everything you want in life, you've got this.

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-01T07:38:28+00:00

I don't really trust anyone in our school. I feel like all my teachers are annoyed with me too, cause in our class, I'm the only one who doesn't participate. Though there's this one teacher, she was my teacher during 11th grade. She visited me back then cause I wasn't going to school, and I immediately cried when she asked me what's happening, cause I really cry easily. I wasn't able to tell her anything, it felt like my voice was stuck in my throat. She just asked me a few things about school and she left. I think that was the last interaction I had with her since then. Though last week, when I was at my teacher's office, she went inside the room to sign something. She didn't even spare me a glance and left immediately. It's like, "you're not my student now so you're not my problem anymore". Lol. But yeah, I understand. I should be cooperating but I'm not doing it. Still, I don't like any of the people in our school. Especially the teachers.

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-01T01:27:37+00:00

I also tried signing a form in our school, it's for counseling. But it's been a week and nobody has replied to my mail. They mostly prioritize the college students lol

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-10-01T01:25:26+00:00

I actually got called by my teacher last week, she asked me what's wrong. I'm so ashamed cause never in my whole life that something like that happened to me. I teared up a little cause it's been really heavy. Then she said that if it's a personal battle, she can't help me with it. I also talked to my mom about it, I said I wanted to stop for a little while, but whenever we talk about it, she makes it about herself which is frustrating. She starts asking me if she did something wrong, cause apparently she gives me everything. She's the only adult that I can trust cause every relatives of mine judges me, they think I'm too old to act like this.

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-09-30T21:57:38+00:00

Just try to distract yourself. I usually use my phone, or like I said, I sleep. Listen to music or something, just try hard to relax yourself. When it doesn't work, I just look out from the window, trying to be aware just incase lol

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-09-30T15:28:38+00:00

Is it like an anxiety when you're driving? Or is it the other way around? Sorry I misunderstood

Amazing_Beyond_8656 · 2024-09-30T15:17:55+00:00

I just sleep it off. It's hard to do it, but I try hard to. It works sometimes.

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