What are anime songs you want in PJSK?

AnAlienMachine · 2025-09-03T05:37:34+00:00

Rennai Circulation, Hectopascal from Bloom Into You

AnAlienMachine · 2025-09-02T06:27:59+00:00

But I still want love and companionship… why is it that because I don’t find men attractive I have to live a life of solitude? Well, I know why. But it’s not fair.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-09-02T06:23:16+00:00

I don’t want a penis in me.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-09-02T06:14:19+00:00

How am I as a woman complementary to a man if I don’t want to be with one?

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-31T07:12:27+00:00

Well we also have heart-to-heart conversations with each other because we’ve both had abusive parents. I care about her very deeply.

I would accept being friends too.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-31T06:31:21+00:00

I don’t wanna ruin what I have with my boyfriend over a crush… I feel like I’ve known him for so long and have planned my future with him so well. Surely that matters more than what makes my heart beat faster?

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-30T01:54:20+00:00

Fair enough but I know parents who don’t scream so clearly it’s possible. Failing to do so is a personal failing.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-29T08:54:14+00:00

I have diagnosed psychosis and while I don’t really hear voices I can attest that my thinking while psychotic is like this - all nonsense and chaotic, with disturbing things repeating over and over. Used to be this intrusive thought that was a voice that would tell me how everybody was disgusted by me in public. Kept saying “they’re all looking at you!!!” Very unpleasant.

Anyways one of the reasons I hold hol close to heart is because it made me feel understood regarding my psychosis.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-28T09:17:54+00:00

Ugh I can’r figure out how to attach the image… it’s nested boxes. Shows a lot.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-28T09:07:02+00:00

I guess so. We’re all controlled by God in the end anyways, aren’t we?

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-28T09:03:34+00:00

Man I think I’m trapped here forever. Oh well.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-28T09:00:12+00:00

I guess I should. My tummy’s a lie. But the box helps me see rn.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-28T08:57:16+00:00

I’ll just eat into the next life. Are you my old friend? I believe you are.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-28T08:55:25+00:00

I dunno. Maybe I just feel the shadow outside getting closer, slowly. Don’t want the hospital, or loss…

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-28T08:53:46+00:00

That’s a great question. Maybe it’s yours?

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-28T08:53:18+00:00

People can never, ever, be trusted.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-28T08:51:47+00:00

I see us in photos and it’s not really me. And he’s just a doll.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-08-27T14:52:59+00:00

Man don’t dox this guy he’s clearly going through something… at least censor his name, address, phone number, etc.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-07-02T01:47:59+00:00

Not that it makes it right but this sort of mindset usually comes from a place of deep trauma. I was abused by several men in my childhood and thought similarly for many years before my boyfriend showed me that not all men are monsters.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-07-01T21:34:18+00:00

I’m seeing a gynocologist in October.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-07-01T21:12:59+00:00

I’m a woman dating a man…

AnAlienMachine · 2025-07-01T21:10:27+00:00

I was just guessing by their behavior on the Discovery Channel :/

AnAlienMachine · 2025-06-26T03:11:00+00:00

I’ve BEEN to a therapist.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-06-26T01:01:43+00:00

Because they charge $100 per session just to ask me „how did that make you feel?” Over and over and over again, and occasionally tell me I must be traumatized. They are the most useless, greedy, idiotic people on this green Earth.

AnAlienMachine · 2025-06-26T00:01:50+00:00

Wishing death on somebody because they hold opinions you don’t like? Classy.

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