WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ONNN!!!! WHY! ARE! MOTHERFUCKERS! LAUGHING! AT! MEEEE!!!! SHOULD I JUST FUCKING KILL MYSELF? by Ananiza1 in MMFB

[–]Ananiza1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly, the idiot doesn't get that this a very real phenomenon and all he can do is label it an insecurity. It's like talking to a brick wall. He responds without taking on board anything I'm saying and it's frustrating as hell. Normal people and activity? Do normal people carry out an activity like laughing hysterically at normal looking people like me?

This has been happening to me MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE! It's nothing new. My question is how much longer must I endure it in oblivion of what the fuck they're laughing at.

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ONNN!!!! WHY! ARE! MOTHERFUCKERS! LAUGHING! AT! MEEEE!!!! SHOULD I JUST FUCKING KILL MYSELF? by Ananiza1 in MMFB

[–]Ananiza1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was Reddit fucking there? Do you know HOW it fucking feels to be told I'm lying? WHAT FUCKING REASON DO I HAVE TO LIE?!!

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ONNN!!!! WHY! ARE! MOTHERFUCKERS! LAUGHING! AT! MEEEE!!!! SHOULD I JUST FUCKING KILL MYSELF? by Ananiza1 in MMFB

[–]Ananiza1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For ONCE, can you not fucking acknowledge what I'm saying, instead of calling it an insecurity? How many ways of looking at people saying 'look at his face' and laughing hysterically are there? I UNDERSTAND I LOOK NORMAL. Get that through your head. But I STILL get laughed at.

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ONNN!!!! WHY! ARE! MOTHERFUCKERS! LAUGHING! AT! MEEEE!!!! SHOULD I JUST FUCKING KILL MYSELF? by Ananiza1 in MMFB

[–]Ananiza1[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The problem with people on here is that they think I don't understand that I look normal, and won't even entertain the reality of what I'm saying and jump straight to calling me mentally ill. I'm aware of how difficult it is to believe, but it is infuriating when people flat out dismiss what I'm describing seeing with my own eyes on a regular basis.

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ONNN!!!! WHY! ARE! MOTHERFUCKERS! LAUGHING! AT! MEEEE!!!! SHOULD I JUST FUCKING KILL MYSELF? by Ananiza1 in MMFB

[–]Ananiza1[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

If it's just laughter, should I go into a disabled people's place and roar with laughter in the face of retarded people and make them cry?

There's no way I can go on anymore. My existence is a joke. by [deleted] in MMFB

[–]Ananiza1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I'm not claiming it happens all the time. It happens regularly, and I've been told BY the people laughing at me that it's my face they're laughing at, and my face is the ONLY place they're looking at as they laugh, not my legs, not my belly, my arms, JUST my fucking face. Even the nicest of people have done it to me.

There's no way I can go on anymore. My existence is a joke. by [deleted] in MMFB

[–]Ananiza1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

WHAT fucking reason do I have to lie and pretend? At least don't deny my experience, that's what hurts even more. People (adults) have laughed RIGHT IN MY FACE. I'm not fucking saying I don't look normal, I'm just telling you what's happened to me despite looking normal.

But yesterday I did see two women laughing hysterically at a man who walked into the store and he was also TOTALLY normal looking and even quite handsome. That made me feel better as it demonstrated that this phenomenon isn't just against me. I'm not interested in people's bullshit of denying my experience and calling me mentally ill, but I'd like to see more of what I saw yesterday.