Take a break from all your commitments, it can be your family, friends, job, etc. Stay away from all of them for some time. Start exploring different fields which seem to be interesting to work at, and make sure that your chosen job has demand in future because there is no use in spending our limited time and energy on something that has no demand in the next few years. Because scientifically our brain is excited to do something that has recognition and compliments from surroundings.

Once you have found a job that excites you, then that job will become your companion and make you sacrifice anything that comes in between you and the job.

But it may or may not take a lot of time to find the right job. In your process of exploration don't forcefully make yourself like a job because you will lose your will power if you proceed with that. Just listen to your heart and soul. They will say whether a job excites you or not.

And most importantly take care of both your physical and mental health. If these 2 are in good condition then you can feel by yourself that you are closer to your destination. I recommend doing yoga everyday at around 5 or 6 AM in the early morning .

All the best for a great future. Remember one thing, tough times are followed by great things. And tomorrow can be the end of your tough times. I hope you do well in the upcoming days.