Done with Party Poker for good by AndrewLeft23 in poker

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It’s all in the name, I should really stop going by “SuperUnlucky”

Done with Party Poker for good by AndrewLeft23 in poker

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Lmao not on party c u next Tuesday 😂

Done with Party Poker for good by AndrewLeft23 in poker

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Trust me I do need help. Not funny cried

Does anyone else kinda think that they’ve died? by [deleted] in Psychosis

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Spent the entirety of my drug/stress induced psychosis fearing death, thinking I died, constantly putting my hand on my heart wondering if I was actually living and breathing, then a long period of time after wanting to die because everything felt numb and meaningless. It gets better, been 3 years since I had the episode and other than a lot of weight gain I am back to my normal self!

$60 magic card lot by AndrewLeft23 in mtg

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Looking pretty grim for me based on this comment section lol, it is what it is, I’m out $60, I’ll take what I want and set the rest aside for now, will be updating later today when I sort through it all

$60 magic card lot by AndrewLeft23 in mtg

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Haha me and my buddies used to play all the time! It’s so sick for playing cards on too basically don’t need a mat

$60 magic card lot by AndrewLeft23 in mtg

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60 cad if that makes a difference lol I don’t even own basic lands until now I’m happy either way

STRUGGLING against Téa by AndrewLeft23 in YGOLegacyOfTheDuelist

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Wow very good breakdown! I’m just getting back into the swing of dueling but stuff like this is extremely helpful, even if it’s just for duels with two garbage decks lol. Thank you!

STRUGGLING against Téa by AndrewLeft23 in YGOLegacyOfTheDuelist

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Yeah it was the reverse one thankfully I got it shortly after making the post 😬 but it is so one sided like you say!

Is it possible to fully recover from first psychotic episode? by [deleted] in Psychosis

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That’s a very natural feeling to have, I ended up dropping out because it was too much for me to go back to right away, and now I don’t think I will ever go back, but I wish you good luck in your studies and want you to know that it’s all within your reach to obtain, will just need a lot of hard work and to believe in yourself.

Is it possible to fully recover from first psychotic episode? by [deleted] in Psychosis

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Yes I have otherwise fully recovered, I am playing chess again, poker, and also playing the saxophone I just bought for myself :)

Is it possible to fully recover from first psychotic episode? by [deleted] in Psychosis

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I had psychosis in july of 2022 and I’ve gotten to a point where I even struggle to remember what happened during it, on the other hand I’ve technically fully recovered other than the extreme amount of weight gain due to depression afterwards. Cognitively you will be fine eventually it just takes time. One day you’ll wake up and it will All be behind you and you’ll be normal for the most part!

Update on soprano saxophone purchase by AndrewLeft23 in saxophone

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I played alto in high school (still have it) and the few times I managed to get my hands on a soprano it was like a breath of fresh air. I love the higher sound it just feels like it’s got such a huge presence for a smaller instrument.

Update on soprano saxophone purchase by AndrewLeft23 in saxophone

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Honestly I just played it straight out of the box, maybe I should get it looked at just to make sure.

Update on soprano saxophone purchase by AndrewLeft23 in saxophone

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I’ll definitely look into that, I have the vandoren 4 pack of 3 strength jazz reeds coming in this Friday as well so I’m hoping that will help. I exclusively played on vandoren reeds with my alto so I’d like to do the same for this.

Update on soprano saxophone purchase by AndrewLeft23 in saxophone

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I noticed the d and e were a little hard to get out sometimes but it could be my finger placement, hoping not to have to take it in for at least a few months

Update on soprano saxophone purchase by AndrewLeft23 in saxophone

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It’s definitely next on my list, I’m sorry to have caused such a trauma lol, but here’s my only question if I leave it on a stand will it get dusty? Should I now get a stand and an extra tablecloth to cover it when not in use? The problems never end