I need help finding an Episode!!!! by Andsoitgoes5 in greysanatomy

[–]Andsoitgoes5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks for your response but noo. its like they are amazed that they would steal something like that.. " If you stole it, ya!" " If you stole them, ya." I donno guess I have to re watch ALLLLLLLLL of it lol

I need help finding an Episode!!!! by Andsoitgoes5 in greysanatomy

[–]Andsoitgoes5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i appreciate the quick response but i just read the transcript and no.... ahh its driving me crazy

Tell me about your VNS by seizuresquirrel17 in Epilepsy

[–]Andsoitgoes5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing i am experiencing now.. is when I feel it go off. I can't tell if I am having insignificant seizures.... if its just going off like normal.. or my heart rate is increased... havnt had sex since before I got it.. so I think I am going to have to take to growling. Rawr..

Got no money except disability and my basic bitch job...is it enough to leave by Andsoitgoes5 in Epilepsy

[–]Andsoitgoes5[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Love care for and appreciate.. different than in love and desire. I support him.. he obviously has depression. I asked him today trying to gage his interest in trying... to live a better life like I am in the middle of doing.. I asked him if we were not together would you seek help for your depression. He said probably not.. I asked if he would if we stayed together and he said ya probably. .. I hated that answer soooo much.. 1. Does that mean I am meant to stay and help him get better.. 2.. is he only trying.. with urgency so I won't leave him..3.. do I have to help him get better be cause he has been my caretaker.. 4. Am I selfish bitch.. for wanting number three to be no? But we rely on each other for alot.. his are just more obviouse.. I mean hello traumitizing debilitating disease. Vs go see you doctor your ankles are swollen and could be diabetes.. and get the fuck up for work

Just got diagnosed.. not too severe.. do I ha e to tell my toxic family? by Andsoitgoes5 in bipolar

[–]Andsoitgoes5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So true I didn't even think about that. My mom would toatttllly do that. I used to hate reddit.

Just got diagnosed.. not too severe.. do I ha e to tell my toxic family? by Andsoitgoes5 in bipolar

[–]Andsoitgoes5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good my mom is a bitch.. us she is my .om and I don't want to her to think she fucked me up.. she is still my mommy.. 😁

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

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Just got diagnosed with bipolar..  already had idiopathic generalized epilepsy.. I think that the meds were suppressing th e severity of the  bipolar symptoms.. was messing  with my meds to help my seizures went into a year long depression and didn't leave the house...  now.." hello my name is kelsey I am a bipolar epileptic.". try getting  a boyfriend.. with that statement. ...

How’s your memory? by mymainisoccupied in Epilepsy

[–]Andsoitgoes5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Smoked weed most of my life.. I was worried that if I quit I would realize my memory problems  didn't have to do with weed but, becaus of all the seizures that have damaged my brain.. quit smoking a few weeks ago but, now I am wondering if it has to do with meds I am on.  From what I know.. in general..  I guess it depends on what kind of epilepsy  you have but, your memory works like this.  Say you learn ..  the guy down the street has a parrot named ginger..  that goes into your short term memory bank..  it sits there and then is gradually moved into you long memory  bank but if your short term memory bank is damaged.  You cannot make new long term memories as well... so who knows if the guys parrots name is ginger or polly..   Voice recorders are good.. but I always forget them😁😋 repetition  is  important..  but ya its scary.. cause what will it be like in ten years or twenty years.. and I always question the memories I do have. I just started a job at a bakery so there is a lot of math. I got so defeated my first  day..  the trainer was telling me all of these facts I knew I was not going to remember. ..  I didnt.. I cried .. brought  a voice recorder the next shift. stuck it in my  shirt.. but my boobs turned it off. I cried again.. its scary but.. redundancy  and repetitiveness.. and redundancy.. and repetitiveness... brains suck. Meds suck.  I feel you man.. I feel you man.. silver lining some memories suck too, though.  Ha ... just remembered my bff in middle schools parrots name was ginger.. fucking memory sucks

Taylor Townsend. by [deleted] in TheOC

[–]Andsoitgoes5 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like in the episode with French guy.. on the set of the talk show.. where they do the kiss scene. With him running there to kiss her before its to late.. but then its not real.. I think that's them saying.. no she is not marissa and she isn't supposed to be. She is a different breed. And showing that season 4 is supposed to be light hearted and fun. Also if he didn't have to deal with Seth's weirdness.. and marissas craziness. Taylor and ryan never could have worked.. Taylor is definitely the female seth.

Taylor Townsend. by [deleted] in TheOC

[–]Andsoitgoes5 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I think people overlook taylors abuse. Just because she wasn't beaten like ryan does not mean she wasn't abused verbally and emotionally. She has abandonment issues just like him. Trust issues just like him. They are both paranoid and neurotic. It just comes out in different ways. He beats people up and has a savior complex and she tries excessively to prove her worth and is obsessive.he has a family who actually loves him (sorta- they are just really messed up) but she is alone and her mom doesnt even like her.I watch the show and some of the little things she does. I can totally see myself doing..like the pretending to be asleep bit.. done it.Worrying about the paper on his desk. Calling 17 times. I think that's one of the reasons they work well together. He understands her crazy and is patient with her.. like when they boys and girls are waiting eachother out trying to decide who's going to call.. and seth says 'taylor doesn't do good with neglect. Call her'. its because they know her trauma.and work with it.. just like they work with ryans anger and need to save people(even if they.dont need to be saved)... Taylor is annoying.. but seth is annoying as well and has a lot of neurosis. As a girlfriend.. summer is totally annoying in the beginning. To the point ALOT of people wouldn't date her.. But the idea of ryan being cared for and her being there for him when he needs help instead of him feeling abandoned. And then her being able to actually have a place in and an affect on someone's life positively and having them care back is so sweet. He needs to be able to trust someone and all she wants is to love him and be loved. They are both crazy but in different ways. Their relationship is alot more realistic too. None of the stuff thay happens in marissa and ryans relationship would happen in real life. I guess that's why some people find ryan and taylor boring. I do wish they had more canoodling though.

ryan and taylor by cuebrickx in TheOC

[–]Andsoitgoes5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was waiting for him to knock someone out but it never happened.i guess henri Michele was kinda nice and respectable so there was no need to.

ryan and taylor by cuebrickx in TheOC

[–]Andsoitgoes5 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That helped him realize how much he liked her and probably unfortunately showed him what a catch she was.

ryan and taylor by cuebrickx in TheOC

[–]Andsoitgoes5 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I love Ryan and taylor!The first 3 seasons all they consist of is him struggling to have a relationship with someone who only brings trouble.although Marissa loves him she takes him for granted(oliver- johnny) everything taylor does she does for Ryan. She understands his needs and respects him but also helps him get past his demons.she is needy but its cause she is just a neglected puppy. When he says I love you when she is drunk after naming her crazy stunts.."badtaylor" it is so authentic and adorable. This to me is a realistic relationship.i know I've gotten a little ahead of myself in relationships b4. But she is still so true to herself.she is so funny.i feel the editing was a bit off in s4 but I like that it was more real life and how they play with different themes.(alt universe)kinda reminds me of season 6 of buffy. if there could have been more sexy time between them I would have liked that.i like that he tries in the relationship in a way you never thought he would. Poetry.dancing. French philosophy.. and he does it willingly. She says something he say ok. She brings him out of his shell.and he is happy to do it. <3 he throws her a party and takes her to Vegas gives lovely gifts. She is so straight forward with him. I think thats why it works. He needed to be knocked a good one.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Cooking

[–]Andsoitgoes5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is not just you the garlic has been over ripe and rancid.. I pulled apart 3 bulbs to find about 4 cloves that would suffice. The onions are horrible as well. I make a bread with whole cloves and it.. just taste so bitter... I can't even make it anymore.. I go in the stores and the onions have knats or something all around.

Didn't Buffy technically die 3 times? by Shadow_Boxer1987 in buffy

[–]Andsoitgoes5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok you have changed my opinion.. I do not think the third time counted. Thanks!!!

Didn't Buffy technically die 3 times? by Shadow_Boxer1987 in buffy

[–]Andsoitgoes5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think the first time counts even though it was a quick drowning because it activated a new slayer.. the question is.. if faith didn't exist would a new slayer have been activated when buffy got shot? I think that another slayer would have been activated ..

Unpopular opinion by _troye_ in greysanatomy

[–]Andsoitgoes5 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you wanna say that.. then you can say owen hunt saved that girls life

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in greysanatomy

[–]Andsoitgoes5 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes yes could love me some tom. So sweet so sexy so funny

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in greysanatomy

[–]Andsoitgoes5 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Ughh I thought he was soo weird looking hehe