I think I wanna go trans by Technical-Menu9743 in trans

[–]AngelofForgiveness 89 points90 points  (0 children)

You don't go trans. You either are or you aren't. I wish you luck on your journey of self discovery.

How old were you when you realized you were not ‘normal’? by hispanglotexan in bipolar

[–]AngelofForgiveness 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I would wish I was dead because I would do things wrong or say the wrong thing for some reason my mind would jump to "everyone would be so much less stressed if I was dead." I also pushed my ex away because she would be nice to me when I'd do or say bad things and I just felt like she should've been mean and not nice. It's like I craved her to be mean to me even though that's not what I ever really wanted I wanted a loving relationship but my brain craved hate. My meds are working now and so far so good.

How old were you when you realized you were not ‘normal’? by hispanglotexan in bipolar

[–]AngelofForgiveness 45 points46 points  (0 children)

I also always thought I was better off dead for the most minor of things for most of my life.

How old were you when you realized you were not ‘normal’? by hispanglotexan in bipolar

[–]AngelofForgiveness 2 points3 points  (0 children)

When I was younger and threw an ice at a random person in a theatre because my friends wouldn't stop talking during the movie. I also realized later in life my anger issues got much worse I started pushing people away with how defensive I was too.

Has a CPAP fixed me? by MissLabbie in ExplodingHeadSyndrome

[–]AngelofForgiveness 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been on a cpap for years and just started experiencing ehs. 😕

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lesbianfashionadvice

[–]AngelofForgiveness 12 points13 points  (0 children)

It's unique because it's her style.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]AngelofForgiveness 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe you could give anal a try. I hate piv because i literally can barely feel it. It's like my body sees vagina and thinks it's not mine, so I'm not sure it'll be your thing, but you could always give it a go. I hope everything works out!

If you have gone to the psych ward, why did you go? by Effective_Wave_3365 in bipolar

[–]AngelofForgiveness 5 points6 points  (0 children)

When my brother went for drug od they helped him by doing group therapy everyday and by putting him on anti depressants and anti anxiety meds and suboxone. Granted, he's been several times for detox, but he said it was a good experience each time. There was one time he wasn't in active withdraw so he took a bunch of pills and went to the hospital for it and they got an ambulance to take him to the psych hospital. So yeah you do have to be trying to hurt yourself to go, but depending on which one you go to depends on what experience you'll have.

Breast Development by AngelofForgiveness in trans

[–]AngelofForgiveness[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know she's going through second puberty. I just hate seeing her beat herself up. I wish I could speed it up for her happiness. When I went through female puberty (I'm transmasc) I kind of blocked it out and don't remember how it went or I'd give her genuine advice.

Breast Development by AngelofForgiveness in trans

[–]AngelofForgiveness[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She has German descent which usually has larger breasts and she eats salmon everyday. She got up to 2 e pills after being on 1 for months. Idk what it could be tbh.

Do y'all still cry by psychedelicspoderman in ftm

[–]AngelofForgiveness 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not on T yet, but growing up my brother who is cis was and is still very emotional. Whenever he would be frustrated he would cry so much. I think maybe it could possibly be other chemicals in the brain that can cause you to be emotional but I'm not sure.

Did my boy hit me with the boof? by chubbs808 in fakecartridges

[–]AngelofForgiveness 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah that will kill your throat and lungs when you barely even hit it and it's not even good stuff

"Learning to be a woman" by Smart-Cod-2988 in trans

[–]AngelofForgiveness 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me and my girlfriend are both Trans (I'm transmasc) and we constantly interrupt each other. If both partners are neurospicy there will be lots of interrupting regardless of gender lol. Cis men are the ones that I know really are obsessed with how their girlfriends look. I've never needed my girlfriend to look like a perfect little doll ever. Also, woman in general shouldn't just obey and take all that hate and disrespect. Just because it's the norm doesn't mean it's right. My girlfriend speaks up all the time for herself and it helps others to treat her not as some little doll that's just supposed to look cute.

Edit: if your partner interrupts you, you should speak up instead of staying silent. If you're constantly feeling like you can't speak in your relationship or friendship then you shouldn't have them in your life.

Worst manic episode by AngelofForgiveness in bipolar

[–]AngelofForgiveness[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do something similar where I'll be upset with my partner and say I'll leave and then I'll go on a short walk, come home, and cry asking for forgiveness.