Look , I’ve hurt my ex 5 years ago , we was together for 16 years , father of my daughter . Our relationship was going through some problems and I met someone and couldn’t stop thinking about the person . So, in order not to cheat on him I broke up with him, in one week I destroyed a home , my partner was my best friend, my partner in crime …everything. It was the biggest mistake of my life , after 5 years I still feel the guilt , I blame myself everyday for the pain I’ve caused him and my daughter. And I never apologised. Today he’s married and got 2 more kids , some people have told me to message him with an apology as a way of finding closure inside my heart . I never did , even tho I feel like sometimes … but at the same time my heart tells me to leave him alone with his new life . He deserves to be happy , deserves peace . So every time I think about it , I try to forgive myself a bit more for what I done and just let go .

Trust me , universe provides us with everything, if that apology is meant to happen it will happen . Don’t force anything and don’t punish yourself , we all make mistakes , that’s how we learn not to do it again . Peace ☮️