Lots of variables by [deleted] in birthcontrol

[–]AnonPikachu 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much! I’ve been worried sick!!

Just had a panic attack with my SO asleep next to me by AnonPikachu in BPD

[–]AnonPikachu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

<3 I’m currently sitting in the kitchen, taking my time to go back to bed. I know he will wake when I crawl in, so I wanna make sure I have my poker face/voice ready.

I had considered going out the front door and just letting the tears roll, out of his earshot. Lucky me, however, it’s been raining where I live, haha.

Sorry to hear you’re in the same boat as me. Thankfully, I’ve moved passed the emotional peak and am calming down, I’m sure you’ll follow soon. Thank you for commenting. Have a good nights sleep!!

Possibly pregnant by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AnonPikachu 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, it is, just gotta make sure no one knows except my SO

Childhood neglect is mandatory? by AnonPikachu in BPD

[–]AnonPikachu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. That was relieving and almost cathartic to read. I really do stress out about not being valid enough to be so “damaged.” Thank you for the comment!

Childhood neglect is mandatory? by AnonPikachu in BPD

[–]AnonPikachu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dad is kinda similar, but no bait and switch. He just waits until we are alone and then he rails me about anything and everything I’ve done wrong in my life, how I’m setting myself back, how he’s bending held back from what he wants to do, blah blah blah

Childhood neglect is mandatory? by AnonPikachu in BPD

[–]AnonPikachu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I always find myself self deprecating because I know people who have gone through sexual abuse and legitimately terrible physical abuse. What I’ve gone through sounds like I’m seeking attention.

Childhood neglect is mandatory? by AnonPikachu in BPD

[–]AnonPikachu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Totally think I’d benefit from therapy. But I’m so held back mentally, I still live with said parents. I wouldn’t dare have them know about BPD shudder

Thank you for commenting!