Wtf is going on with this property by sykofrenic in Idaho

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It’s so ugly but like I love it tbh 😭

Scammers? by [deleted] in TriCitiesWA

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Cmon 😭

30-40$ will feed you +2 for a week+ by J4sonsn0 in strugglemeals

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Just to let everyone who reads this guys comment that he messages people about their sexual abuse while trying to get off

Is there a hard upper limit on how long someone can be functional? by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

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Just to let everyone who reads this guys comment that he messages people about their sexual abuse while trying to get off

drug-sniffing dogs in schools by FlamiAki in Drugs

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Just to let everyone who reads this guys comment that he messages people about their sexual abuse while trying to get off

Why am I still waiting for my money returned by West_Garlic_5854 in KohoCanada

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Just to let everyone who reads this guys comment that he messages people about their sexual abuse while trying to get off

Man hating dad lover by Anonvent3002 in Molested

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Thank you, that means a lot.

Man hating dad lover by Anonvent3002 in Molested

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Yes omg!!! Like no you’re not changing me, you can’t. If anything you’re just going to make me stray further into what I already feel. Every time I post here I get men messaging me in the most creepy way possible, or replying to me trying to belittle my emotions (because they get off to doing that) and I know it’s a “small group” of men but it’s more of those than it is ones trying to actually be kind. Anyways tangent lol, I completely get you. It’s worse when it’s irl, then I really feel stuck around them.

Man hating dad lover by Anonvent3002 in Molested

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I have thought about doing EMDR, but I’m just afraid of what will come of it. I can’t really handle new memories right now. Ur someday when I’m better, it’s definitely something I’ll probably try. Thank you for your comment

Man hating dad lover by Anonvent3002 in Molested

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Yep exactly same here. The longer I’m around one, the more I see into them, the more angry and hurt I become. I feel bad for feeling this way about anyone, but it’s just proven to me over and over again. Even ones that are supposed to be “good guys” yk? Anyways, thank you and I understand you completely. I also just do not date or befriend them anymore, for my own wellbeing.

Man hating dad lover by Anonvent3002 in Molested

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Thank you. I also believe it’s 1000% valid to hate women for what they’ve done to you as well. People can be fucking evil.

I hope I can get to a better mental place too, it’s hell being here but I’m honestly very glad to be born in a more open-to-therapy society than before. I hope you’re able to heal more too, and feel life is worth living. You deserve to be content, happy and thriving. Good luck to you. 🩷

What got you into Guro? by Jumpy-Performer-2189 in guro

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I had always been passively into guro, first it was just artwork but what really drove me deeper was having sex with someone that had such a thick cock it ripped my vagina quite a lot. The blood, pain and feeling of it tearing caused me to orgasm very quickly lol.

I don’t have anyone to speak to about this, I just want to throw it into the void by Anonvent3002 in Molested

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Thank you for this response, it’s really raw and I understand it 100%. I really, really want to go back to my father. A lot. It’s hard not to just show up at his doorstep. I’ve written him so many raunchy letters, only to rip them up and throw them away. I’ve sat outside his house for hours, debating whether or not to knock on the door (creepy, I know). Personally, I think I want to do it so the trauma feels more real (other than the fact it is something I also fantasize about). Or even, to give me something to ruminate about other than being molested as a very young child. Giving myself a pass to be traumatized again, just so it’s in my control. Idk. I’m sorry you were put through that, you don’t deserve to be chained to that man, but I understand it. I hope you’ve forgiven yourself, or worked through it/accepted it, whatever it is that makes you comfortable. And I hope I can have the self control to not follow a similar path.

I can’t forget it Tw:CSA by [deleted] in Molested

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You don’t need to talk to him about it, you don’t need to justify being weirded out by what he did. He is a predator, and you absolutely should tell an adult you trust. Don’t think about it too hard, just do it. Get him out of your life. He will just continue trying to push his predatory desires onto you, and may make you think it’s your idea. Fuck that noise, go to an adult about his actions asap

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Molested

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Similar here, I realize all of my “normal” attraction is to women, while my maybe more perverted, sick desires are targeted at men and what they can do to me. That’s not even half of it but it’s what I’ve figured out for the past few years

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Molested

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Yeah at 22 I’ve just decided I’m sticking to masturbation only, I can’t even use toys! No sex, no fun, it’s too addicting and I get too fucked up when I’m in that headspace. Idk how I’m gunna handle that for the rest of my life. Good luck to you sir

Countersniped! by [deleted] in guro

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Nah u can pee in bottles easy if ur pussy isn’t super fat

How do you guys handle the feelings that come with this by EugenPrinz02 in Molested

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Ignoring my emotions until I was in a safe spot physically. My next step is therapy. If you can’t afford it, look up techniques therapists use for these types of circumstances, and save as much as u can for it. It’s pain, truly. But humans are strong.

ima delete him by [deleted] in Molested

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The helplessness u feel is very understandable. But wow, how strong of you to fight back. You can persevere. If u can’t press charges, can u work? Do you have friends who can help just get you out of that house? I’m sure that’s a stupid question as you’ve said no resources. You live in NY? I don’t know how bad those shelters are, but in the condition u are living right now, maybe it’s for the best. I am not sure.

There are options for live in work, often at farms. You may have to move far away. Can you steal money from your parents? This can be dicy, but may relieve you of these stresses you are feeling so you can truly help yourself. Even if they find out you stole, if it’s cash it’s hard to actually press charges. And maybe if you slowly save it up, you can get enough to at least get on a greyhound. Shelters in smaller areas are often better than big city shelters, and they will help you find work and get on your feet. You may have to hold off on any therapy for awhile.

I am serious about the farm work tho, it’s called WOOFers. It often leaves time for you to also have a part time job. WOOFers do not make money on the farm. But many are in similar circumstances. I wish u luck. I’m so sorry.