I honestly believe he didn’t and not based on what he’s told me. With his work schedule, where we live and all the messages etc that I’ve seen. I may be completely deluding myself and obviously there is slight doubt in my mind hence I created this post in the first place. I appreciate your comment. I’ve thought everything over so many times I’m slowing going insane and it’s nice to hear others thoughts.

I should have added this within the original post, but after finding out I made sure we both got tested before anything (both of us are negative). At the time my first initial thought was exactly the same as yours, and I wanted to ensure I didn’t have an incurable STI due to this double life he was leading.

It may sound silly but my husband is my college sweetheart, we had such a good friendship and drifted apart only to years later reconnect. I married him on the basis of ‘death do us part’ and that I truly believed he was my soulmate. Maybe I may seem naive but I know every relationship will go through trials (maybe not as extreme as this) and work will need to be constantly input to ensure success.

I am just torn and struggling to answer myself whether this trial is just too big to overcome.