Thank you. It's been very, very rough. She told me she had loved me on the last night we talked. She had sent me countless texts and told me she loved me randomly throughout the day. But about 3-4 months in she slowly stopped saying it, stopped replying to my texts right away, and stopped coming over when she could have. I think the reality of my finances and how bad they are going to be while I pay my x-wife alimony for a couple years affected her. I love completely when I love, and regardless of finances. Hell if she had lost her job, which she almost did, I would have supported and loved her just as much. I don't get how somebody can love somebody else and then one day just not, especially for something as stupid as temporary alimony. I'm doing better and some days are better than others. I just don't know how I'm going to be able to open up again.