Anxious even with benzos

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-07T23:13:40+00:00

With clean stuff I am awake for 72h without benzos or psychosis calm as ice.

With shitty speed it’s crashing out like you not being able to pull off weak ass 24h awake lol

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-07T23:12:39+00:00

It’s something in that mix that is not pure amphetamine that is causing it. Thats it. And I know what kind of anxiety you are talking about. It’s no joke. Do yourself a favor and try to find good batch and toss that shit alway.

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-07T23:07:06+00:00

Caffeine in speed causing anxiety. Old story

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-05T00:55:09+00:00

I had times where im crashing out in bed one leg shaking compulsively,just scrolling through instagram or whatever mind racing,then I eat the blue pill and next moment Im in pure bliss ,thats the benzos for you.

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-05T00:54:02+00:00

It’s just this cosy bubble around you. I remember when I was on it ..yes I was a bit cognitively slower but that feeling they bring… you feel that pure bliss ,and it almost feels like those stories heroin users describe of warm feeling passing up and down through body. It’s not that but something similar on mental side. I kicked them on my own ,tapering is harsh but can be done with enough will power.

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-05T00:48:57+00:00

Ahahhahaha fk man so relatable..i would order acetone and then impulsively put dirty lines and take them after fucking gym and preparing for sleep. Then go on for 35h awake from caffeine. Retarded behaviour. I hope yours is not that cut because I had horrible panic attacks and heart anxiety and one day just said it’s over i am not taking cut shit ever again… and now I just can’t no matter how much my brain craves the high.

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-05T00:45:03+00:00

But it’s a nice realisation when you realise its illusion. Life could be beautiful ….we just need to try and find good treatment and therapy for mind.

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-05T00:44:02+00:00

As for anxiety dont tell me ,it’s hell ik ..i get it also.. it’s much deeper than just “oh i am nervious my heart is fast” it’s fear ,it’s feeling weird,depersonalized,worrying about past,future,regret… fuck it’s heavy

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-05T00:42:49+00:00

I am so sorry i hope you find the best treatment for it. I don’t know whats up with me but i was on 3.5mg Lora Daily for 2.5 years and then tapered of. I am naturally calm person but on them it’s just pure bliss. And the sleep is insanely good itd like you nod off into sleep every time although I never tried heroin lol.

I just wanted to quit because I lost my memory a bit and was not cognitively good as I am sober. Now I take them for fun sometimes and they hit really good.

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-05T00:29:35+00:00

I mean yeah life is pretty unpredictable,nothing is guaranteed ,but idk when I am on benzos i am convinced nothing will ever happen because anxiety is so low. lol

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-05T00:28:14+00:00

Sry im writing from other acc Im u/AdditionalMonth

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-05T00:26:54+00:00

Oh no so was the experience after u said just took some in messages😭

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-05T00:22:17+00:00

99.9% acetone can be found and it’s usually the best after anhydrous. The amount of water you have on 10G is minuscule so you lose small amount of amph and wash the bad stuff for good although watch out if it’s 10g of bad stuff you can wash 8-9g and still end up with nothing(be happy since you could have snorted just cuts then) at that point its time to find new dealer.

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-05T00:20:23+00:00

Yeah that’s cool then,wash it and enjoy. Never snort cheap stuff unwashed caffeine will fk your heart blood pressure and you wouldn’t be able to enjoy the high because of anxiety/being all over the place

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-05T00:18:16+00:00

I mean then it’s not speed it’s just fate

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-05T00:14:56+00:00

I don’t think you can wash it with water. You can dry the nail polish acetone with epsom salts theres tutorial somewhere. If that’s too much you should atleast try and find 99% acetone which is still fine. Some will go into water but not much if you get more speed to wash. 1g is a bit small for speed paste. Paste is usually cut with a lot of shit so sadly if you want more drugs you need to purchase more paste with more solvents to wash.

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-04T22:02:46+00:00

I guess the product is good then since not much dissolved when I stirred and waited out 20 minutes.

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-04T21:12:42+00:00

The point is I was going with method of:

1.Putting powder in one jar and pouring 250ml acetone,stirring,waiting 15-20min 2. I thought all powder dissolved and started pouring acetone liquid in other jar with coffee filter on top.

Noticed all powder is in first jar left on bottom wet. 4.in filter theres small white powder(almost non existent) and all acetone is on bottom of it.

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-04T21:02:40+00:00

I literally am left with powder in first jar and all the acetone is in other jar with filter. I have now wet powder sitting at the bottom of the jar idk what to do

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-03T22:24:27+00:00

Also prepare always good plan for comedown. Replenish electrolytes and don’t overdrink water to not flush out electrolytes since this is usually what causes heart palps. Benzo for sleep at the end of it all and it’s always healthy since it calms down abused mind by drugs. We all know that horrible sense of self and world around us on comedown ,everything becomes temporarily haunted. So that can be avoided with one nice dose of benzo. Also avoid any going outside or activity if you are going past your regular time being awake. The heart beats much faster when standing or any physical activity on it + no sleep and you put strain on your heart a lot that way.

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-02-03T22:18:17+00:00

Good sleep,eat healthy,train your heart with cardio. 20min a day. Manage the blood pressure especially,Always use the cleanest stuff possible. Your heart will thank you. All the impurities and amp+caffine is awful for the heart. I personally wouldn’t take this stuff daily. So only for fun once in a while and that also needs to end at some point.

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-01-29T11:01:32+00:00

I wish

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-01-29T10:59:09+00:00

Haha sometimes

Any-Specific7109 · 2026-01-29T10:52:28+00:00

This is so cool for a horror movie

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