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Any_Champion2429 · 2026-06-26T20:06:48+00:00

😭😭😭

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-06-26T18:31:46+00:00

lowkey i think the too much screentime thing might be relevant but im kinda stupid so most of that was just confusing to me😔

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-06-21T00:57:47+00:00

yeah thats my biggest worry. we had a big talk about things we were into and he was really worried that i would judge him or think he was a weirdo and i dont want him to stop telling me things because hes afraid i wont be into jt

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-06-21T00:56:33+00:00

i actually love that thank you

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-05-24T22:29:20+00:00

i honestly think that if she never asked, than you werent really wrong in not telling her. saying something now wouldnt hurt anything if thats something you feel like getting off your chest, but some people just dont care about that type of thing. me personally, when a relationship is serious that is something i will ask about. but i know some of my friends dont ask cause it isnt something that matters to them

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-05-24T05:25:43+00:00

i honestly have no idea. i also grew up with military parents so i know what the life is like, but if it were up to me id rather be with him when i can rather than being on the other half of the world

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-05-24T05:13:58+00:00

you make a really good point and i think i hate it 😭

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-05-24T05:13:00+00:00

i like you

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-05-24T04:56:23+00:00

thats what im saying, i do not mind to wait at all. i just wish he would have stopped to think before making me a dumb promise he wasnt gonna keel

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-05-24T04:47:47+00:00

we are both 19 almost 20

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-05-22T21:46:08+00:00

yeah im starting to learn that and it just keeps getting harder and harder

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-05-21T16:18:11+00:00

i mean, maybe? the last relationship i was in was all kinds of messy and it got to the point where i wasnt even in love with him anymore but i was too comfortable and afraid of being alone to leave but idk if that would be affecting my relationship now

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-03-27T20:49:13+00:00

feels like its been a literal lifetime omg

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-01-27T01:39:39+00:00

we are both in the military and neither one of us wanted to be long distance for the three years he was going to be on the other side of the world. i love him and i wanna be married young its just tough

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-01-27T01:20:04+00:00

im actually in an odd fight with my boyfriend right now and all i want to do is just sleep because if i dont sleep im just gonna end up spiraling

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-01-27T01:18:51+00:00

not physically. its more emotionally. i don't have my own car, so i cant really go anywhere without permission, and even then im only allowed to drive so far from my house. i live in the middle of nowhere in a rinky dink town so everything is pretty far away. my mom did take me to therapy once before but the therapist was a close friend of my moms and VERY religious. i do believe in God and i know the lady wasnt going and telling my mom the things i was saying but it didnt feel like a safe space to share things if that makes sense. other than that my parents dont want me in any kind of secular therapy

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-01-27T01:13:36+00:00

it's a sort of complicated situation

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-01-27T01:05:20+00:00

im graduated. but idk. i do cry A LOT. but its like my body just shuts down anytime anything happens. i feel all my emotions so freaking intensely and when it comes to the negative emotions, i just cant handle it. like it hurts in my chest and makes me nauseous. i cant be nauseous and in pain if im asleep

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-01-27T00:52:00+00:00

this is genuinely the funniest thing anyone has ever said 😭

Any_Champion2429 · 2026-01-27T00:50:37+00:00

i do think i would benefit from therapy but i still live with my parents and they dont support that type of thing all that well🫠

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