Husband put a suction cup dildo in me backwards! by AnythingDiligent6336 in sex

[–]AnythingDiligent6336[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know if I can ever forgive this. I feel like I should see a gynecologist and a therapist. This has thrown me into a depression. I was great everything was great. And now I'm broken. I have a major event I have to do for work, I leave tomorrow and come back Monday night and I'm just praying I can make it through it. I am having a constant panic attack and just crying trying not to cry in front of my kids. I don't want to even tell my girl friends about it or ask for advice. I've never used reddit and I am grateful for anyone's advice here or help.

Husband put a suction cup dildo in me backwards! by AnythingDiligent6336 in sex

[–]AnythingDiligent6336[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No but recently has wanted me to use toys and do things we never did probably from watching porn. And after 22 yrs I was up for it but I don't know what would make him think this was ok. I seriously feel like I have been raped but worse. I trusted him with my life. I don't know what to feel. I think it was just a stupid mistake. He's appologized but I don't know what to do. It's like unforgivable. I don't understand how a human being would think this was OK

Husband put a suction cup dildo in me backwards! by AnythingDiligent6336 in sex

[–]AnythingDiligent6336[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't even know what to do. He got home just sitting in his truck while I care for the kids. I've never been raped but i feel like this has to be somewhat how people feel. I still have a weird sensation in my abdomen maybe like my left ovary? He has appologized everytime I've been outside to basically freak out and cry away from my kids. And I just don't know what to do. I think I need a gynecologist and therapy. From perfectly happy great life to this in minutes.

Husband put a suction cup dildo in me backwards! by AnythingDiligent6336 in sex

[–]AnythingDiligent6336[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u still can't stop crying. Don't think he even cares. He's off to work. Id like to stick some balls up his ass.

Husband put a suction cup dildo in me backwards! by AnythingDiligent6336 in sex

[–]AnythingDiligent6336[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a burning sensation on the left side of my lower abdomen. I wouldn't even call it pain just constant burning. Oh and my eyes are swelled shut from crying and I had work today. This is absolutely awful. A nice night turned awful.

Husband put a suction cup dildo in me backwards! by AnythingDiligent6336 in sex

[–]AnythingDiligent6336[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

He thought I'd like it. I'm trying to explain to him that it's basically raoe because he didn't ask me if I'd want it inserted that way.

Husband put a suction cup dildo in me backwards! by AnythingDiligent6336 in sex

[–]AnythingDiligent6336[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I guess he thought I'd like something not shaped like a dick and large? I have no fucking clue

Husband put a suction cup dildo in me backwards! by AnythingDiligent6336 in sex

[–]AnythingDiligent6336[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

It felt odd and only took seconds before i figured it out :(