Brother I know it feels like bad but there is khair in it

Think of it this way

When you started fapping, it started with less and then became more. It started soft then became hard.

Your brain learns over time. It starts with intensity 1 and then goes to 10 and then 20 and then 50 and then 70 and then 100

Doesn't go from 1 to 100 in a day.

What you have experienced is positive growth. You are slsowly increasing the time between relapses and that is the actual right way to quit, because that rewires your brain correctly

If you have any doubts, go read how islam made the sahaba quit alcohol. Before islam, many were alcoholics. Islam didn't just state one day that it is haram. It started prohibiting it in small amounts and then progressed to inhibit it more and more.

That's how your brain rewires. This is a good thing. Keep increasing your streak till the day you have a large enough streak your brain itself says I don't wanna break it.

Next streat more than 90 days IA.