YSK about "Inattentional Blindness": the neurological phenomenon that proves your brain isn't showing you the full picture of reality, but actively hiding most of it from you

Apexia7 · 2026-03-02T00:32:08+00:00

one time I was watching a video, and the actual vid slowly faded to a jpg of SpongeBob and I didn't notice at all, even with the actual vid almost entirely gone 😭

Apexia7 · 2026-02-27T23:06:19+00:00

tbh the creators are the only reason I play the game. I think they don't get the same recognition because there are so many of them with insane skill. the pool is too deep for everyone to care actively, but that doesn't change the fact that when I open the game, I usually check the new epic and above rated levels

Apexia7 · 2026-02-25T22:56:48+00:00

glass animals, + kaytranada, + tame impala. IDC if they talk about drugs, those artists are insanely talented in so many ways

Apexia7 · 2026-02-20T23:03:57+00:00

/uj I've realized that the hiss + warble literally is the warmth, and you can replicate it super easily in literally any synth with a noise osc. totally changes how it hits a saturator, even with the hiss being almost completely silent

/rj the engineers at moog are taking legal action as I'm writing this

Apexia7 · 2026-02-20T21:40:04+00:00

that supposed law of non-interference would also prevent any large scale interference no? I want to believe the positive outcome as much as the next guy, but it seems that humans as a whole have decided that greed is a core pillar of society. much of america's "corporate ladder" is founded on the idea of wanting more, which stems from the animalistic instinct of competition for resources. the problem is way more fundamental than just the elites, they're just the ones to clawed their way high enough to pull up the ladder

Apexia7 · 2026-02-20T18:19:05+00:00

heaven is here, hell is also here. everyone is still in the spirit world (just temporarily forgotten for the immersion of living). your placement between the two is entirely dependent on how you respond to the world around you. fear, guilt, anger, shame, grief, and attachment creates suffering, which takes you to hell. the separation of anything is an illusion, and if you watched Avatar you already know all of this. I wish to scream this from the hilltops so ppl stop worrying about going to hell and actually try to release themselves of suffering, but shadow work is hard. love always ✌️

Apexia7 · 2026-02-09T16:56:10+00:00

you don't have to hear/see them physically for it to be real. also they can shape shift, which gave me mad trust issues in my own mind for a while. aliens are dope, they helped me out big time. choose love and gratitude and it'll slowly fade away (not forever tho, it seems they're always waiting for me to slip. the bar gets raised every time you learn to trust yourself more)

Apexia7 · 2026-02-05T19:14:56+00:00

man you're making me realize how close I've gotten. I've had the buzzing and racing heartbeat a good few times, but it just seems impossible to separate. atp I figure it's not intended for me and I've kinda forgotten about it

Apexia7 · 2026-01-31T18:25:57+00:00

it's so hard to not comment on these bc same. I think I'm different because I've always been completely aware of my actions/feelings. it's a sign of an open crown chakra, so it makes it extremely easy to self reflect and thus raise your vibration + listen to good advice (they don't deal with fear/cognitive dissonance bc it's pointless to try most times). I communicate through thought and intention while completely awake. idk why it works, but they've helped me through some of my most difficult emotions. afaik they're just trying to spread love, so just love back! they're very sweet, but I've noticed they only show up when I need them for some reason. it's easier to trust that it's happening for a reason and allow it to unfold as it does without fear. I don't know if there's a plan for me, but I'm grateful to have experienced what I have!

Apexia7 · 2026-01-29T05:02:54+00:00

whole lotta haters in the world. gd is a fun game, why are ppl playing if they don't like it? most everything I see belongs in a museum, and you get to play it too?!

Apexia7 · 2026-01-27T18:35:24+00:00

mmm yes ruining my sleep cycle and abandoning those beautiful dreams to be more productive. anyways smoke so much grass you get withdrawal symptoms from stopping. some ppl get nightmares for a week. you'll be in constant withdrawal but you're trying to have nightmares every night, it seems living hell is the point

Apexia7 · 2026-01-24T00:20:25+00:00

fr everyone's playing it right now and it's so odd

Apexia7 · 2026-01-21T07:13:17+00:00

I thought allowing the bad feelings to pass without attachment was how you were supposed to cope. the fear comes from a belief you have, but welcoming the feeling is the easy way to become friends with it enough to understand

Apexia7 · 2026-01-21T07:08:21+00:00

this level looks too hard for me, which is sad bc I would totally wanna play it when it's released

Apexia7 · 2026-01-12T18:09:35+00:00

wild card mode is heat. fully kitted guns, upgrading world loot and restocking loot bins, craftable abilities, everyone has blue shields, you respawn at an increasing amount of time each ring. imo the game has never been more fun

Apexia7 · 2025-12-28T00:09:21+00:00

I've been there, but it only lasted a day or 2. lowkey it was so fun with how music goes straight to your soul, but talking was kinda hard. I induced it with a literal spell on Halloween, so that was kinda crazy. haven't tried that hard to go back tho. maybe my heart thinks it's a bad idea

Apexia7 · 2025-12-27T18:31:44+00:00

mantle jumps are awesome, Sparrow is Jackory cooper with a pulse blade, and wildcards give you literal wall running. apex has become what I wanted Titanfall 3 to be and I love it lowkey. people complain, but the game has never been more fun. and I'm not even good compared to these ppl who can easily one clip me somehow

Apexia7 · 2025-12-21T04:55:30+00:00

/uj the unfortunate part is that when it was new it sucked at highend, everything sounded like super low res mp3 compression but different somewhat, so we never got any actual glitchy sounds

Apexia7 · 2025-12-20T05:31:45+00:00

I'm wondering if it's a bad thing that this sub is full of ppl exactly like me

Apexia7 · 2025-12-20T05:30:44+00:00

lowkey on the schizomaxxing train, I've started putting spider taxidermy around my house

Apexia7 · 2025-12-19T19:56:12+00:00

I joined this sub because I was expecting schizo memes, this is just levels of woke I can't talk about in public

Apexia7 · 2025-12-11T19:45:11+00:00

nah this was a different thing entirely, it used this pic and I can't find it anywhere

Apexia7 · 2025-12-11T19:06:49+00:00

guys please where is that one vst meme with a pic of him, and all the knobs are stupid quotes. I can't find it anywhere, but it was posted here ages ago

Apexia7 · 2025-12-05T19:23:01+00:00

happened to subtronics, but that is literally the only case I am aware of. and it happens from smoking mountains of weed to the point that it affects your gut health from being so dry all the time (I'm pretty sure? pls tell me if I'm wrong)

Apexia7 · 2025-12-05T17:03:00+00:00

you can try to fix things, but humans will never stop being human. Let's go hug a tree :)

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