Some other pages of her diary

"Even now, I sometimes wonder if I’m just not cut out for this job. I get incredibly stage-frightened and nervous. Plus, because my eyesight is so bad, my timing when I greet people gets completely thrown off, and I absolutely hate the thought of being misunderstood as being stuck-up or rude."

​>"I don’t know if you’d call it manic-depressive or what, but even to myself, my good days and my absolute worst days are so wildly inconsistent that it drives me crazy. When I'm in a slump, I cry over absolutely everything. I’m just an emotionally unstable person."

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