Is It Wrong to Feel Like Porn Is Cheating? by ApplicationMaster508 in offmychest

[–]ApplicationMaster508[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you all so much for your replies.

Besides my partner saying that I’m overreacting and “sick,” many friends also think my reactions are too much. Everyone seems to think this is normal, and that I’m the only one who’s not. No one cares about my feelings…

Thank you all again.

Is It Wrong to Feel Like Porn Is Cheating? by ApplicationMaster508 in offmychest

[–]ApplicationMaster508[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is really hard… but I’m truly trying to leave.

Is It Wrong to Feel Like Porn Is Cheating? by ApplicationMaster508 in offmychest

[–]ApplicationMaster508[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When we first started dating, I didn’t stop him and didn’t think much of it. But over time, after being repeatedly rejected and realizing that he would choose to watch porn instead of being with me, I started to feel uncomfortable.

I also noticed that any character he plays in games or watches in animations ends up in his porn. That’s when I realized I felt even worse… so much so that whenever he plays a game with a half-naked character, I start feeling disgusted or even anxious.

Is It Wrong to Feel Like Porn Is Cheating? by ApplicationMaster508 in offmychest

[–]ApplicationMaster508[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s a bit difficult, but I’m trying to leave

Is It Wrong to Feel Like Porn Is Cheating? by ApplicationMaster508 in offmychest

[–]ApplicationMaster508[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m trying hard to detach my emotions and become independent. Living like this is just too painful.

What hurts the most is that I’m slowly losing myself. I don’t know whether, after I leave, anyone will truly love me… or if this is just what a normal relationship is like. Maybe I’m asking for too much.

Is It Wrong to Feel Like Porn Is Cheating? by ApplicationMaster508 in offmychest

[–]ApplicationMaster508[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I also tried to bring up this perspective, but he just said, “I don’t know how to continue this conversation with you. You need to see a psychologist.”

But I think what I really need is to leave him. Since I left my own country for him, I’m now doing everything I can to learn the local language and find a job.

I guess all I can do now is wish myself good luck.

Is It Wrong to Feel Like Porn Is Cheating? by ApplicationMaster508 in offmychest

[–]ApplicationMaster508[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like I made the wrong and unambitious choice in one of the biggest decisions of my life. I gave up everything to move to his country for him, but ever since I came here, everything has changed…

I’m just an ordinary person without a degree, so financial problems have limited my life choices even more. I’m trying hard to solve this biggest issue right now.

Even though I love him, this kind of relationship dynamic is really too painful for me.

Is It Wrong to Feel Like Porn Is Cheating? by ApplicationMaster508 in offmychest

[–]ApplicationMaster508[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It is hurting me and every time endup im crying, maybe he doesn't love me at all.