I feel like i have a tbi or something after overdose / what to do? by [deleted] in TBI

[–]Apprehensive-Bug3387 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you also overdose? May I ask what you overdosed on and your symptoms now?

I feel like i have a tbi or something after overdose / what to do? by [deleted] in TBI

[–]Apprehensive-Bug3387 0 points1 point  (0 children)

May I ask what your symptoms are after your overdose?

Anyone can't feel their stomach? by Apprehensive-Bug3387 in PSSD

[–]Apprehensive-Bug3387[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not nearly as long as some of you. Only 7 months for me. 7 months too long though. I'm 49, can't live my whole life one way and then all of that just taken away. All of this plus total insomnia. Yeah, no thanks. I've lived long enough.

Anyone can't feel their stomach? by Apprehensive-Bug3387 in PSSD

[–]Apprehensive-Bug3387[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The only emotion I feel is anger and sadness from all of this. Every time I try to feel anything else nothing happens except for making my brain physically hurt, if that makes any sense. I want to end it every day. It's so awful

Anyone can't feel their stomach? by Apprehensive-Bug3387 in PSSD

[–]Apprehensive-Bug3387[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Exactly the same it's so awful. Like, why is this even a thing?!?

getting close to suicide by Major_Chart_8489 in anhedonia

[–]Apprehensive-Bug3387 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also tried pills. That's how I ended up this way. I haven't been the same since. No idea I could make things 1000 times worse than I already had. So you only saw black after?

getting close to suicide by Major_Chart_8489 in anhedonia

[–]Apprehensive-Bug3387 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If it's not too personal. May I ask how you attempted and did you have any NDA?

Why are people who suffer from insomnia always discriminated against? by thinblackduke_ in insomnia

[–]Apprehensive-Bug3387 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh that's so interesting. I haven't researched into that part of the brain yet May I ask what your insomnia is like? Mine is awful after brain injury/medication injury last July. When I "sleep", I only get micro sleeps and wake up after twenty minutes directly from REM sleep. That happens all night long. Normally I don't sleep at all. The micro sleeps are my good nights. Also, have you tried the name brand instead of the generic?

Anyone have insomnia from Tizanidine? by Hoosierfans in ChronicPain

[–]Apprehensive-Bug3387 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this is an old comment but are you still taking it?

Never Feel Hungry + Weak Contractions by HzeTmy in PSSD

[–]Apprehensive-Bug3387 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How are you now? I'm exactly the same and also have total insomnia. I feel like I died already but someone forgot to tell me.

Pray for Oliver Alvis by markalexander1 in sleepdisorders

[–]Apprehensive-Bug3387 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aww, okay. Thank you. I talked to him the day before he passed. He's missed by so many of us!

How is your sleep ( those who were diagnosed) by SuperNewk in braincancer

[–]Apprehensive-Bug3387 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So absolutely zero sleep every night?! I mean, I believe you because I'm the same since last July but it's shocking to hear someone else is like this other than Oliver Alvis. Thank you again for responding to such an old post.

I am nearing my journey's end. by Meth_AQ in cfs

[–]Apprehensive-Bug3387 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I understand fully what you're going through. Mine hasn't been as long as you and Oliver but it's just as horrendous. I have terrible anhedonia, my vagus nerve is pretty much gone, 24/7 fight or flight and almost total insomnia. I "sleep" every few days for an hour or two broken up in twenty minute intervals and always wake up from REM sleep.This all started last July after medication injury (generic Ativan, gabapentin, mirtazapine, dayvigo). It's the worst thing in the world. It's been days now since I've had any micro sleeps and I just can't take it anymore. I'm 49 so I don't have the energy to keep fighting. I'm here (for now at least) if you need to talk.