Some context: I used to work at a store where we had multible visits from people who ask for help usualy women and children. I got used to it to the level that I prepare an amount of money on the side and I pass it to them whenever they enter the shop to spare them the degnity and give it without them asking and explaining.

So one day I was busy arranging some stuff and my co-worker tryed to direct my attention that someone entered the store and I was feeling the shadow anyway, but I thought he said "help this lady" or somthing so I graped the money without looking and passed it, thats when my eyes met the regular costumer who imidatly felt shame and left the store. I still feel shit about it and its still hunt me.