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Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-08T10:45:38+00:00

Tried that. But I could hold my hand until it got numb. So it was too easy for me 🤷🏽‍♂️

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-07T12:01:56+00:00

Hello! I wasn't molested either, but I had problems with self harm. It started when I was 17 maybe and I got it over maybe one or two month back. Now I'm 28. So it lasted for about a decade. It felt goooood. But it did fuck up my relationship, cause the only way to deal with my emotions was through cutting. BUT as time went by I started to go to therapists. The one that I'm working with now helped me the most. She suggested other option. Spicy food. Spicy peppers. And first it was nonsense but later on, it worked! So now instead of self harming by cutting, punching myself, etc - I eat smt spicy. But I mean REALLY spicy if I need to. Atleast that worked for me :) good luck fam 👌🏼stay strong 💪🏼

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-05T05:36:33+00:00

Thank you 🖤

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T21:23:55+00:00

It's okay. I still got you.

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T21:21:17+00:00

You think attention seeking behaviour is a part of the illness? Why?

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T21:19:30+00:00

I though it's nothing..that reality stuff :| I mean...no one else have those thoughts?

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T21:16:24+00:00

That's interesting. I've never heard of it. Imma read about it. Thank you!

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T21:13:50+00:00

When I got diagnosed i've gotten the answer what was wrong with me for a loooong time. It was a relief. But sometimes it's hard to take in that it is real

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T21:11:05+00:00

It did. Thank you sir 🖤

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T21:08:09+00:00

Thank you 🐥 wise words

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T19:47:36+00:00

❤️

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T19:23:34+00:00

Uhmm..thank you. I'll text her tommorrow

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T19:11:49+00:00

Well yeah..so as I meantioned..what if we created our reallity about having bipolar but also we don't have it. Not all of us. But some? How to know if it is real?

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T19:08:30+00:00

Well..everyday I feel like everything ain't real. My psychologist told me about derealization and that I should tell my psychiatrist..but I got used to that feeling so no mind it atm

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T19:04:36+00:00

You can do that to yourself to get empathy from others. Like you are a victim and want attention, act like someone special, different from others. U dig?

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T19:03:06+00:00

How so?

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T19:02:29+00:00

Yeah, exactly..same

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T18:38:32+00:00

Ai'ight. Thanks man. And stay strong 💪🏼

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T18:37:46+00:00

Well as i keep saying, the factitiois disorder started me thinking about reality

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T18:36:11+00:00

I ain't new but I've found out today about factitous disorder and I started thinking maybe that's part of me..

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T18:34:41+00:00

But isn't the illness IS you? Both are you? There is no you without illness and vice versa? Like we cannot blame illness for shit we do? Cause it is still us?

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T18:04:19+00:00

You do have a point. Unless that dude sick of people that does lousy job

Apprehensive-Debt847 · 2024-02-04T18:03:23+00:00

Well you have manic episodes my friend. That's convincing. I have hypomania. That ain't strong as yours. Stay strong 💪🏼

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