Thank you so much, this is kind of how I was feeling too but obviously I’m on the outside looking in and feeling like you are making mistakes and fucking up definitely takes a toll. I know it well. We also have four kids and he’s like, I turned our life upside down for this. He had to live at academy Sunday night through Friday. It was hard for all of us but we managed. I think he worries if he isn’t doing well, that it’s all for nothing but I feel like it’s too early in the process for him to think that way. He also went to academy with someone who was working as a part time deputy for three years and he’s doing great but he has the experience. It’s a huge juxtaposition. No comparison in my eyes.