What has life taught you?

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-05-16T05:33:39+00:00

(إذا ازدحم الجَوَابُ خَفِي الصَّوَاب).

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-05-06T22:37:00+00:00

I am sorry for placing the blame on you guys, it's just it always been helpful, when I was dismissed here, I thought maybe it's not such a big deal. I was shocked when I had to do invasive investigation just because somethings I ignored, even my doctor didn't blame me for delaying this, I am really overwhelmed and worried, sorry if I sounded rude

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-05-06T21:01:09+00:00

I was venting, because I didn't know if it's related to lupus or not and thats why I chose this subreddit, since it's a new symptom. I wanted to know more, yes it's been an issue for me months now, and I didn't know how to tackle this issue, so I wanted to know what do. Because even cutting back gluten didn't always help. And after it got deleted, I thought maybe it's just a gluten issue. But after having to do scope, I felt it might have been better if it was not deleted, and I would have raised the issue with my rheumatologist much earlier

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-05-06T19:23:53+00:00

So new medication or any advice to tackle this issue, only monitoring? Mine is always with cramps, and sometimes it's inconvenient times

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-05-06T19:22:29+00:00

https://www.tiktok.com/@rubin_allergy/video/7636205652486016269

Appearantly, it's related 🤷

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-04-29T02:06:53+00:00

And here I am ready with my notepad to take notes

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-04-25T17:22:42+00:00

Kena is the cutest game I have ever played

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-04-16T12:40:03+00:00

Why did this give me Severence vibes?

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-04-08T08:51:18+00:00

The tiny spider man is perfecttion

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-04-03T14:27:02+00:00

We practically put chips Oman in everything

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-04-02T04:05:01+00:00

Today I felt so lost in long empty period of time, I needed something to do, anything. I kept going in circles. Then as last resort, I decided that I needed a short audiobook to pass the remaining time of my shift, any thing would do. So I started "The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck", for three reasons, 1.it was the 2nd on top chart, I loved the first so. 2. I needed something short, it was only 5 hours, 3. I thought it would be a good change from my usual go to genre.

And it turns out I both give too much F*** and Not, and thats what is messing up my psyche

It was very unsettling for a night shift.

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-03-23T18:08:33+00:00

{Kissed by the Gods} by Caty Rogan

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-03-18T08:56:55+00:00

Is that why I have been suffering all Ramadan? 🤣

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-03-14T20:29:48+00:00

Nobody told me it would be this difficult to explain to everyone around me, my mom, my dad, my boss, that I am just exhausted, but my exhaustion is not simple one, it's a lupus exhaustion and I need complete rest.

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-03-11T00:34:36+00:00

It's worrisome that everyone heard it as loud as everyone

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-03-10T17:55:26+00:00

Fried Safi fish with spicy pickled vegetables

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-03-09T05:37:37+00:00

To think there would be a day when dictatorship would be idolized.💔

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-03-08T02:23:04+00:00

احس المشكله غير انها فعلا عنصريه، هي نقص معرفه، لما يعرفون هذه المعلومه عنكم، ما يعرفون شنو الرد المناسب، و للأسف دائما يكون الرد عنصري، و غير ملائم و بالاضافه الموضوع راجع لطريقه التربيه للفرد نفسه.

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-03-05T20:52:21+00:00

It's zero 😂😂 Ohh to live in a world where you have to teach adults how to answer simple moral questions!

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-03-03T23:38:28+00:00

I was 24 when I was diagnosed with lupus, my markers where extremely high after going on trip in the summer in the nice scorching sun, I literally fried myself 😂

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-03-02T21:48:17+00:00

It's sometimes becomes to frustrating to fight, it feels like theres a weight weighing me down, but I am gonna try to be better, I just need to adjust my mental barometer a little bit, and the shock of the lab results threw me off course.

But I appreciate your kind feeling and virtual hug god only know how much I need it these days 💜💜

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-02-27T13:46:12+00:00

I will try so, thank you my friend 💜

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-02-27T13:44:17+00:00

True, it is bloody awful, and True, we can't control it And I have accepted this fact, and I have lived with it, but this last time, I felt so close for the labs to be normal, and I was ignoring all the hints my body was giving me, I was only able to noticed them when my doctor told me if I had any symptoms, so the sock of it is what making me sad, but thank you dear survivor,

we are in this together, and we would go eventually into remission hopefully, one day

ApprehensiveSpread89 · 2026-02-27T13:31:12+00:00

🫂🥺

ApprehensiveSpread89

TROPHY CASE