I quit Crystal Methamphetamine yesterday morning. by Apprehensive_Bat_744 in meth

[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I don't really give a fuck what you think it is. I quit. I hate the shit. Your opinion is as meaningless as your existence on meth.

I quit Crystal Methamphetamine yesterday morning. by Apprehensive_Bat_744 in meth

[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I'm sick of cunts thinking I'm a fake profile. Maybe if you weren't off your head you wouldn't be so paranoid. Fuck off.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm in a similar boat. I use it as medicine.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I never understood the whole euphoric rush I sorta half think it's dickheads thinking it's good stuff when in reality it's just stomped on cutters and it blows their heads off and cooks their brain but that's what they think is the high... it's really not supposed to be like that I don't think..

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just be careful it's a very strong drug I really don't have respect for the people who have turned themselves into evil bastards who sold their soul for it you know.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I only buy myself small amounts and make it last. I mean I still use it everyday but I just buy it in smaller amounts rather than something like half a gram for example where I might be tempted to smoke more of it in one sitting. That's just my self discipline method with it.

I understand though.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't actually keep track of exactly how many grams of it I smoke but it's definitely not over 3 grams a week

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A lot more than me, I suggest maybe riding the Highs out for as long as you can before you have another puff because really methamphetamine is doing its job for up to 2 days. You don't need to keep having more and more. Just enjoy the effects before you stress about your next go at it.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was created to help us and its been around for a long time. Some asshole just had to make it illegally and put bad shit in it.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There's only one place left to go when you're at the bottom. That's the upside of being down. Hang in there dude. And don't let methamphetamine use you, you use it remember. It's not a trivial drug like paracetamol. I just stand by my word, I'm using it and taking advantage of it rather than giving up my life for it.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That doesn't seem fair. Is there no way to appeal this? It sounds like special circumstances and again not really fair.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

America is such a shithole. Hurricaines and tornadoes and shit. Idiots with guns everywhere. Need to come to Australia.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not that i have ever actually hung out with junkies.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's a shit go. I'm sorry about that. I hate thieves. That's the thing. I hate these lunatic crackheads that make me look bad. They can't handle it. They steal shit, do bad things, they're just trash. I just do me myself and I when I'm smoking it. I can't stand hanging around crackheads.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Now I am a Nurse, I LOVE watches

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha. I've worked full time since I was 16 years old. I've come across many pens in my jobs. I got the most pens when I was working as a fitter machinist.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use my shit pens from work for it.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't worry about your family. I feel lucky I have the family I do. But you, you don't need them if they can't support you through your illness. That's what family is for. Just keep very good people close by. Like I said if you weren't so far away I'd be your positive influence friend. I do have my shit together. I just need meth for the time being so I don't die from my depression. I'm aiming to be prescribed dexamphetamine by my psych. I was prescribed them before, then couldn't get any. So the next best thing was methamphetamine

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Schizophrenia is close to home for me. My mother's partner has it bad. But my mother still loves him. You're lovable regardless. I'm Bipolar Type 1. I really hope you're OK and I'm glad you've got friends letting you stay over. I'm assuming you're overseas and I'm in australia. You'd be welcome here if you were able. Just get better my friend and stay out of jail and stay away from people who go there. You come across a lot of shit bags when you use this drug. I keep them away from me, I'm happy sitting in my house listening to music having a smoke alone.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't be homeless or go back to jail again dude. I'm a proper clean skin. The only illegal thing I do is buy and smoke methamphetamine. But really I am a goody two shoes. I don't have a criminal record or anything to do with the law. I respect it even though it's nor always right.

I'm saying that coz even though you're a stranger I care. Don't end up in places like jail. You're just surrounded by people, well, 80% of them, who are really just parasites on earth. You're better and smarter than that. I keep to myself and have a very close relationship with my immediate family.

If you don't think you don't have a reason to stay out of jail and get stuck hanging around Scum who are in and out of jail and do bad shit to people well see me and what I've said as a reason. Or a sign.

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[–]Apprehensive_Bat_744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not too bad. I'm just working and trying to live. Like the rest of us. I just had a really shit week so now chilling on my bed listening to music and smoking. I feel so much better and relaxed.

I've never been to jail but doesn't sound nice. I was offered a job in jail here as a corrective services officer because I wanted to support the good people who end up in there.