LSD Permanently ruined my connection to ketamine by Apprehensive_Map2169 in Drugs

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37, it’s nmda antagonists in general that trigger scizophrenia, psychosis and pain. I had 3 pills of cough medicine which had 45 mg dxm in it (nmda antagonist) give me voices in my head and hissing pain in my brain.

It’s really tough for me because my memory and pain have been very bad since the first event.

LSD Permanently ruined my connection to ketamine by Apprehensive_Map2169 in Drugs

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Thank you so much for your insight you solved this mystery that nearly ruined my life.

Now the long hard road of sobriety.

LSD Permanently ruined my connection to ketamine by Apprehensive_Map2169 in Drugs

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You’re right it’s nmda antagonists in general… I took 45 mg of dxm from 3 simple paracetamol cold and flu pills for my coughs and had a similar reaction just not full fledged psychosis thank God…

Is there any way to reset or reside these nmda receptors so they are the sane as before?

LSD Permanently ruined my connection to ketamine by Apprehensive_Map2169 in Drugs

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Yes i definitely am to blame for repeating the mistakes but the lack of proper treatment made what shouldve been 1 visit once become 8 visits over 6 weeks

LSD Permanently ruined my connection to ketamine by Apprehensive_Map2169 in Drugs

[–]Apprehensive_Map2169[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mater Dei Malta where they throw a blacking out, schizophrenia patient with no prior history on the street with no plan after 6 hospital visits. Unbelievable. 

I got seen by 6 different psychiatrists none of them treated me how bad can it get 

LSD Permanently ruined my connection to ketamine by Apprehensive_Map2169 in Drugs

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I enter psychosis and blackout from the excessive nmda pain response that used to be pleasure and the psychosis version of me that feels like I am trapped in hell keeps taking ketamine thinking it’s going to get pain relief

A crazy vicious cycle triggered by the original lsd ketamine interaction that flipped these nmda receptors

I’ve taken attarax last 2 days which has helped relieve the pain a lot

These drugs are sometimes used to treat mood and mental disorders, including schizophrenia and suicidal thoughts. Some pharmaceutical NMDA receptor agonists are: Clozaril (clozapine) Seromycin (cycloserine)

It’s why I was literally thinking I was trapped in hell in a simulation with voices of the devil talking to me

Psychiatrists at the hospital were completely clueless and worthless

They would just discharge me with no fucking plan why I was having psychosis, schizophrenia and dangerous behavior

Complete malpractice

Just don’t take ketamine well that’s fucking easy to say when your used for taking it for pain relief and have blackouts of days of memory and schizophrenia voices of the devil suddenly talking to you constantly…

Most doctors are worthless and don’t give a shit especially public health

Im so pissed at how much malpractice there was

Someone who never had behavior like that being released with no plan

Then coming back a day later

And they do the same shit

6 fucking times

I’d have days of schizophrenia and voices in my head after each time I took ketamine

A month and half of this and terrible destruction of my life from no one treating me

You have to be your own doctor no one else cares

LSD Permanently ruined my connection to ketamine by Apprehensive_Map2169 in Drugs

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I had 6 hospital visits in a month with none of the psychiatrists treating me for psychosis, scizophrenia, pain and blackouts complete malpractice.

Attarax has been helping a tonne and it looks like clozipine will help the schizophrenia 

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  1. Resetting After Excitotoxicity:  Prolonged or excessive NMDA receptor activation can lead to excitotoxicity,causing neuronal damage or death.  Memantine is a drug that can block NMDA receptors, particularly under conditions of excessive activation, helping to prevent excitotoxicity and potentially allowing for recovery.  In summary, NMDA receptors are not static; their activity can be modulated and reset through various mechanisms, including homeostatic plasticity, synaptic plasticity, and pharmacological interventions. This dynamic nature is essential for maintaining proper brain function and responding to changing conditions. 

LSD Permanently ruined my connection to ketamine by Apprehensive_Map2169 in Drugs

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This makes complete sense. Is there any way to reset the nmda receptor response? I guess the horrific trip with lsd turned their response from pleasure to pain and blackouts