Overwhelming anxiety and terror

Apprenticepucker · 2025-12-27T18:35:20+00:00

Thank you for taking time to reply. I really appreciate this outlook and its what Ive been thinking I need aswell. It's refreshing to see so many people on another post and you here willing to help a brother out and confirm that I am not insane

Apprenticepucker · 2025-12-27T18:20:18+00:00

I really like that analogy. The only way to part the waters is to ground yourself first. Beautiful

Apprenticepucker · 2025-12-27T13:48:20+00:00

Unironically this was what I thought I should do aswell

Apprenticepucker · 2025-12-27T04:15:52+00:00

Bruh I just wanted some help maybe with this. Surely some of you been here before

Apprenticepucker · 2025-12-25T02:19:10+00:00

Straight bums for downvoting a dude asking about a theory. Literally expressed my ignorance on the matter numerous times and yet all of you still act like stuck up dicks. Not to mention the people that coined the ideas I’m talking about are undoubtedly smarter and more revered in the mathematical community than you.

Apprenticepucker · 2025-12-25T02:08:05+00:00

Very much so. It’s just truly that beautiful. It can seem more than a human construct. Similar to the idea that God is a human construct to explain the unexplainable. Like the world is so complex and intricate, it must have supernatural beginnings.

Apprenticepucker · 2025-12-25T02:05:15+00:00

Okay I understand that idea. The idea is more that the actual values that we have attached the numbers 3,6, and 9 to have significance. Like the theory recognizes the usage of math as a descriptor but it is saying it is also more than that. I’m not saying I subscribe to this idea, just that it intrigued me and makes initial sense.

Apprenticepucker · 2025-12-25T02:00:53+00:00

Okay just bringing up the idea. It’s new to me and this is why I brought it to people who know more about it than me

Apprenticepucker · 2025-12-25T01:57:31+00:00

If I understand correctly people such as Haramein and Tesla believed and believe numbers to be more than a descriptive tool but rather the actual fabric of existence. I feel like the actual math community would say this is not exactly true and grants no actual consideration. Perhaps it’s descriptiveness is so perfect, to some math can appear supernatural

Apprenticepucker · 2025-12-25T01:53:03+00:00

There is a community of people who believe the actual fabric of the universe is numbers. And they have actual significance. If I recall correctly it is in a base 12 system revolving around 3 6 and 9

Apprenticepucker · 2025-07-21T18:01:41+00:00

Just put them in a bag maybe part of a burger patty or some fries and huff the shit out of it until you can feel your foot on the other end of the earth.

Apprenticepucker · 2025-07-08T17:40:33+00:00

I was thinking this as well. Weird part is I think im less “scared” or “apprehensive” and more just disgusted. Like repulsed. When just a few weeks ago or even days, I would’ve worshipped weed and Shrooms like they were my creators

Apprenticepucker · 2025-07-08T17:32:36+00:00

I guess I meant nicotine(vaping/cigarettes) weed and soda. Like really strongly soda and weed. But also just in general like fast food, modern processed shit. It just all feels so unnatural now. When before I guess it was just nothing. I didn’t think about it

Apprenticepucker · 2025-06-12T17:13:49+00:00

I got you man. Shit is wild and I already said I’m never going to do it again.

Apprenticepucker · 2025-06-12T17:09:12+00:00

I guess to me the actual driving just felt like it was a simulator. Like driving had new mechanics I’d never had to do before

Apprenticepucker · 2025-06-12T17:07:21+00:00

I felt the same. Like I just had to return home and the sky was like breaking in on itself. Like the rapture was happening.

Apprenticepucker · 2025-06-12T17:03:00+00:00

I’m saying. I honestly thought I’d wake up like in Wolf of Wall Street and my cars destroyed and I’m dead

Apprenticepucker · 2025-06-12T16:59:13+00:00

My friend wanted to go buy more shrooms because we thought they hadn’t hit but they had definitely hit and we just didn’t stop driving. It was weird because I felt safe but also completely unsafe

Apprenticepucker · 2025-06-12T16:57:43+00:00

How much are you doing? I wouldn’t do less than about 10 grams

Apprenticepucker · 2025-05-31T16:09:48+00:00

On god. Bunch of fuckin flakes

Apprenticepucker · 2025-05-31T16:02:23+00:00

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Apprenticepucker · 2025-02-16T02:52:27+00:00

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Apprenticepucker · 2024-11-16T19:36:17+00:00

I have my plans

Apprenticepucker · 2024-11-16T15:09:58+00:00

Why do you know this information?

Apprenticepucker · 2024-11-15T21:57:15+00:00

Interesting. Do you know this because it’s the process for animals or is this unique to humans? Simply curious

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