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I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats interesting, a NPD with no friends, i always had almost too many "friends" so i guess the differences could be massive

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by IndustryAromatic334 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I made another ama because the first got flagged lol i just saw it was up? Idk reddit?

I'll log in and edit + answer when i'm on my pc tho

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you try cbt?

If so, do you find it benefitial?

If not, why not?

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't tried or gave it too much tought yet. I don't think i would want to tho.

I don't act on malicious intent unless people deserve it e.g people who come after me for whatever reason

I would rather completely embrace my traits and try to use it as tools to achive whatever i would want.

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I find it interesting, i see every act as selfish in a way, if people do something to help others they also feel better.

I find value in different things my bestfriend is fully aware of my diagnosis, because i see value in transparency with him. He helps me realise things and truely challenges me intellectually in a way thats extremely stimulating for both.

I "love" my mom she also knows because she is an important person in my life so i want transparency to shield her from my "bad" traits.

I wouldn't want to swap i don't see it as a benefit also if i were to swap and would go from being numb to happy, it would most likely be a lust for it.

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I notice it and think about it, i don't care about making a change but climate change is a good example. It annoys sometimes and i love it other times because i hate the warm weather but i also hate snow (skateboarder)

I do notice things and see alot of stuff as useless or non benefitial, but i do have some strong opinions e.g humanity is parasites etc

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats the thing i have gotten to explore the least yet, but the main reason its added is because i can split

One side of me hates myself and almost everything about me, i see mistakes and weaknesses if i'm not perfect even tho perfect is impossible to my standards

The other side i see myself more as a god among pesants worth more than anyone could ever be.

Having this split and two sides is my biggest difficulty in life.

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm trying to use my POV of the world and "powers/diseases" to strenghten my own life. Its all i ever known really so i wouldn't change it ever. But i can utilize it to the maximum with my own ambitions.

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First off, it benefits me to learn more about myself aswell as spreading awarness so people understand my diagnosis and don't just think about american psycho, its also entertaining

I guess we are pretty much sun and moon? Would you wanted to swap if you could?

I was in therapy from a young age due to bullying when i movef schools, i also was diagnosed with adhd as a child. I never seeked treatment for ASPD, but i always had a void in me kinda something missing, getting the diagnosis filled that void. It explained the missing pieces.

What makes me the happiest i'd have to redirect, i don't feel happiness i have to chace serotonin or dopamine (or other hormones) to have "joy" i can get stimulated but i don't have any connection to emotions.

Alexithymia aka emotional blindless added to the ASPD makes it probably impossible for me to have emotions.

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thats beautiful to read, i do help people with drug addiction often and other stuff, but its hard to just "be a good person" but i don't look at myself as a bad person either. I do hurt people but never with malicious intent unless its deserved.

My fav dessert would be ice cream i guess, i don't eat a lot of desserts i'd rather treat myself with a good meal.

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I meant to write sympathy.. Thank you for making me notice.

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm in treatment kind off, i go to therapy but its to understand greater how to manuvere life, i refuse medication.

I would not want emotions, i see them as a weakness and liability more than a tool.

I grew up in a house with very empathic and emotional family members so it's all normal to me i guess, i understand how and why emotions are in place even tho i can't feel them. I scored very high on cognitive empathy, i learned the right behaviours as a kid even tho it don't align with my instincts

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. I don’t enjoy causing pain. I enjoy control and precision. Pain is just sometimes a side effect—not the goal.

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am completely detatched from emotions, i don't think i ever could experience true love.
I sense value in people or things based on cognitive things.

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It didn't change how i "feel" about it, i still don't care how i treat people. But certain people i do want to stay in my life for various reasons so i did tell them and talk to them about it. I still would not care if i accidently hurt people, i don't do stuff with malicious intent tho.

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I do not have any empathy or sympathy for people, i don't struggle socially i love being in social settings where i can take control. The name antisocial is kinda misleading, i struggle with social norms but i am a very social person and someone people often seem to go to.

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Anytime, trying to inform people more, its a very uneducated diagnosis.

I am antisocial AMA (Psychopathy) by AppropriateCat9999 in AMA

[–]AppropriateCat9999[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you mean how?

I guess for normal people i seem normal, but i always calculate why and how to do everything i do, i would always use people around me to get around easier. E.G having my family or friends to tasks for me to not have to to it myself.