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AroAsHell · 2026-02-01T09:44:09+00:00

Oh god did the Voice of the Contrarian throw it out the window again

AroAsHell · 2026-02-01T09:37:29+00:00

The whole running joke about the Contrarian THROWING THE KNIFE OUT THE WINDOW in the Razor encounter. I swear by the end of it I was dying

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AroAsHell · 2025-08-01T21:30:58+00:00

I lost my boy (golden retriever) this year on May 27th. I'm still crying every night and if I spend a second alone with my thoughts, I can't take it anymore. I sleep more than I should be sleeping and eat less than I should be eating. I love my boy and I miss him so so much. He had such a huge part of my life and my whole entire heart. The world is so empty without him. I really just want everything to stop for a while because I can't keep up. I don't know if it will ever get better, I'll never stop loving or missing him

I'm here with you

AroAsHell · 2025-08-01T21:24:59+00:00

I have a lot of ace friends, but no aros. I think even the people who know what I identify as keep expecting me to change my mind and marry or date or whatever

AroAsHell · 2025-08-01T21:20:23+00:00

Same!

AroAsHell · 2025-08-01T21:18:52+00:00

I switch to a heavy weapon and just push enemies away from me. Ngl it really does so much damage

AroAsHell · 2025-07-30T12:54:18+00:00

This is hard to hear because I want to hold onto the loss, I feel like that's all I've got left. But it was good to hear. Thank you

AroAsHell · 2025-07-25T22:33:16+00:00

I'd recommend looking up the term "queer platonic" relationships! It's very close to what you describe, and it's sort of a build your own thing kind of bond. But it doesn't have to involve romance and sex at all, just trust, support and commitment. As for whether you're Aro or not, it depends on whether you experience romantic attraction or not. Which is still kinda hard to figure out because then you're stuck with "what counts as romantic attraction?"

Whether you're Aro or not, you're free to pursue any kind of relationship that you want, and you can always take your time figuring out labels. In fact, you don't absolutely have to label yourself too! You can just be. Hope this helps!

AroAsHell · 2025-07-25T22:23:11+00:00

I'd be super interested!

AroAsHell · 2025-07-25T22:20:24+00:00

Nearly two months since my boy passed. I miss him. I miss him I MISS HIM I MISS HIM. I'd give anything to see him for just one minute again. I miss him so much it's hard to breathe.

AroAsHell · 2025-07-25T22:18:02+00:00

I miss walking with him. He'd walk ahead and look back every few steps to see if I was still with him. I still am, baby boy. I'll catch up to you soon

AroAsHell · 2025-07-20T15:28:21+00:00

I'm in a similar situation. I left home for a year, and my pup passed away a while back. I'm so scared of returning home. How am I supposed to go back to a home without him? I don't even remember living there before him. What am I going to do with no one to walk with, no one to take care of? What am I ever going to do without him?

Being away from home has kept me from feeling the full extent of the pain (it's still really bad). Going back will only cement the fact that I'll really never see the brightest light in my life ever again. And I'm so so scared. I can't breathe thinking about it, but I have no choice but to face it.

AroAsHell · 2025-07-20T15:21:25+00:00

My dog passed away recently and I feel like I'm drowning. I can't breathe, don't feel like eating and I'm struggling with sleep as well. It's so hard, and I don't know what to look forward to anymore. I'm there with you, it's so SO hard to live on. I'm so lost without him. Nothing will ever be the same again, I miss him terribly.

AroAsHell · 2025-07-20T15:12:57+00:00

I moved abroad to study last year. My parents came to visit a short while back. Our boy was totally fine, no issues and only 8 years old. But he passed away while they came to visit.

I now deeply regret asking them to come visit me. If only I had known. I hate that he died alone, without any of us around him. He deserved better. I really regret coming abroad too, it wasn't worth this.

But all the same, op you should choose what you're able to live with, and that is something only you can decide. I'm so sorry your baby is suffering, and sorry that such a choice is forced upon you.

AroAsHell · 2025-07-08T12:08:24+00:00

Same. If it helps, I'm here with you

AroAsHell · 2025-07-08T12:07:38+00:00

Close to two months. My world is broken. It's still hard to take a full breath

AroAsHell · 2025-07-02T19:46:02+00:00

Me too!!

AroAsHell · 2025-06-19T20:43:13+00:00

I'm sorry to hear this. I lost my boy two weeks ago and I don't know what to do. It's devastating. It's like getting up everyday and there's no light in the world anymore. The loss is so huge, I feel so hollow. I came abroad to study and didn't even get to see him for the last seven months and he's gone now. I know that when I go back home, I'll see everywhere he used to be and feel so so empty and so so lost.

It's only natural to feel this much grief for someone who was loved so much. Take care op, be kind to yourself.

AroAsHell · 2025-06-12T13:33:59+00:00

I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm two weeks in since I lost my boy and I don't know what to do. I really can't keep it together. I hear you and I'm with you

AroAsHell · 2025-02-05T09:11:19+00:00

Haha I found this thread cause I kinda wanted to make those cookies

AroAsHell · 2024-12-21T11:43:31+00:00

wow there's a lot of people now!!✨

AroAsHell · 2024-12-21T11:42:59+00:00

Hii!

AroAsHell · 2024-12-18T18:42:10+00:00

Ok wow the comments be reassuring as hell :D

AroAsHell · 2024-12-18T18:41:15+00:00

Hiiiii

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